I'll show you my essey which include my experiences and opinions like dialy.
I don't want to write strong my opinions or policy.
It's just .... essey

7.Feb.1998 (Sat)
I had free time for 4 hours today and I tried to wear lingeries because I was alone in my house.
I took photo from my right side because I still have swelling left side on my fase.
Hmmmm ... I'm little fat! Either, my camera isn't good then pics quality aren't good....due to that my bad parts are hided fortunately.
To make breast, I put wife's panty horse.(^^;;
I got small panic because it isn't sure when my wife come home.
Wash face to out cosmetics, hide wig and my lingeries and put back wife's lingeries not to be recognised ..... OK!
Come home any time sweet heart!!
I'm afraid I have been very open.

6.Feb.1998 (Fri)
Mmmmm! I cannot shave arround swelling after exploading
I went to chat in TV's Forum Japan. I used to go there about 4 months ago.
There were some friends, Naoko and Kumako who is owner of the forum, I yearned for home.
I admired Kumako's cleverness as usual. Due to her (his) cleverness, our chat point had jumped and jumped.
It was hard chat as usual ... again　(^^; ..... note.
Kumako said Meg's Home Page shows Meg's personality well and she (he) praised my Home Page Also she (he) adviced about layout of Home Page or some thing. It was quite helpful for me.
I should keep my Home Page to get much prise from other people.
It was mailed the lingeries which were mentioned 3.Feb. will be sent on next Monday.
What have they done for 2 months!!
note ..... The (^^; mark shows sweat on face.

5.Feb.1998 (Thu)
At last, I put my pic in front page. (*^^*) ... note.
Also, my face is clear in that pic. What a brave girl I am ..... !
Is it recognised it's me in day time? I have littile bit concern because most of people doesn't still understand for TV people.
Anyway, we have to enjoy our short life.

By the way, my swelling was exploaded when I got shower.
Some white fluid like soft cream came out with blood. Also the fluid was so much. Bath tub became to be slippery and felt pain.
I didn't know what to do.
Please don't misunderstand, it's from my swelling not from ...............
I apologize if you eat something.
note ... The mark (*^^*) shows face which turned red. We use this mark when we feel kind of turn red in chat etc.

4.Feb.1998 (Wed)
I made Bulletin Board but it is for Japanese only unfortunately.
If you would like to write something, please use Guest Book.
I concern Bulletin Board may not functioned actualy because about 2,000 people have come to my Home Page but a few people wrote messages
until today.
I expect after put my pics and inform to many people, people who write their messages will be increased.
But I noticed there are limitation to be able to do on Home Page. Every people do similar services on their Home Page.
Is there some good and unique idea?

3.Feb.1998 (Tue)
I went to GP today.
I don't know in USA and other countries but GP is Home Doctor in UK.
GP itself doesn't do any operation. They give us only medicine but we have to go there and get letter of ontroduction from doctor to have a operation or to go to big hospital.
The reason why I went to GP was I had big swelling on my face and I cannot make up any more.
Anyway, I was introduced private hospital and will have operation to remove swelling.
I need to have cute face again!!
By the way, lingeries should be arrived in this week. I purchased black panties, bra, garter belt and cami this time on internet.

2.Feb.1998 (Mon)
Returned UK from one week trip in Japan.
Of course the main object of this trip was my job but the second priority was to familiar with cosmetics and wig etc such kind of items.
I could wear lingeries during my business trip in the night but I have experienced cosmetics or wearing wig a quite few times.
I purchased cosmetics set and wig the end of last year but I couldn't have any chance to enjoy them. Therefor, I thought this trip was
my first step to be a real woman.
I decided to make up my face and wear wig at every night in my hotel room. Of course I did it
How's avarage time to make up generally? I made my face up within 15 minutes. I heard women and TV friends spend 30 min to 1 hour for their
cosmetics. What is lacked for me???
I bought 'Spots Cover' to hide shaving mark but my face becomes to be middle age woman's face, I almost master to make up so, I think I train
how to paint and draw ..... but something is wrong.
Also, it is quite hard to keep wearing Wig because sweat come out if wearing it for long time.
And Wig's hair are come away when it is brushed but if I didn't brush, hair is involved. Do I have to purchase another wig which has human hair?
On Saturday night, I went to Elizabeth which is Japanese ladies item shop for men, and bourht panties, slip etc.
I got gift ticket for 1,500 yen in Elizabeth and I could get 2 panty-hoses there.
After that, I went back to hotel and spent lovely, sexy girls time for approx 8 hours.
At same time, I studied how to make beautiful and also enjoy my face and body in front of mirror.

1998.1.23 (Fri)
My bos ordered me to go to Japan as business trip today suddnely.
I have to leave UK the day after tomorrow ... tight schedule!
This trip had been scheduled untile about one month ago but it was canceled.
And today, he said "I changed my mind. You should go".
What am I for him??
Should I notice to Mis.R about this? Mis.R is TV, too and we promissed to meet when I go to Japan.
But it's too late because I cannot contact her in Japan. I'm sorry R.
Well, I'll enjoy Cross Dressing alone in hotel room and enjoy xxx.
By the way, won't cosmetic set be caught at security check?
Anyway, I Meg's Memo will be stopped for a while.

22.Jan.1998 (Thu)
I went to Mrs.T's office this morning. She is real Japanese woman in my company.
She was wearing very short mini skirt and black hoses, I think it's pantyhose, sat on her chair and working
with her PC. I was excited I may see her pretty panties. I could see her pink Cami between her buttons.
She is same age as me but she is very very beautiful and sexy and good style.
If she stay in front of me wearing only pink silk panties, lace bra and garter-belt with black hoses, she must
be beautiful.
I don't want to play with her but I finger and stroke her hip over silk panties.
But I don't understand why she can work wearing such kind of sexy cloths.
If I wear panties, bra etc such sexy lingeries with mini skirt, I'm horny in whole day and cannot work!
Waht a strange people is women.

21.Jan.1998 (Wed)
I have had my Home Page for 1 week but nobody hasn't come to my Page within a three or four days.
But since my Home Page has been on Susana's Geocities TG Directory, 115 people has come to my Page
in a few days..... surprise! I don't know he or she is kind or naughty person but I recognise a lot of people are intrested in
TV girls.
I have to purchase Degital Camera ASAP and show them sexy Meg!!
By the way, how do I put space in left side of sentences?
I have to study hard HTML from now on.

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