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Age: 32
Height: 5.11 in
Weight: 12.5 stone
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Location: SW London, UK
Well the first thing I think you should know about me is that I'm a closet Tv. I am in a good relationship with a woman who knows nothing of my other self. I know I'll probable get lots of letters telling me that I should confess all and that if she loves me she would understand, but I have been with this woman for 9 years and I know her views on Tv's and as I don't feel trapped or depressed so I don't see a need to change things.
I started dressing as a teenager in the same way most Tv's seemed to have started, by trying on my sisters and mothers underwear. It seem strange now to admit to that, but at the time it wasn't about who's underwear it was, but that it was the only female underwear I had any access to.
During my late teens and early twenties I hardly dressed at all, and it wasn't until I settled down in a steady relationship that I started again. I have never gone out dressed and nor do I want to be a women, it is purely the sexual frill of wearing female clothes. I don't often dress completely as it is mainly the underwear that I get enjoyment from, however I do find high heels and short skirts very sexy.
I have never worn a wig, or tried to wear make-up but would like to be made up fully as a woman one day, just to see how I'd look. I expect a few of you out there would want to class me as a cross dresser rather that a Tv, but I've never been fond of labeling everybody into little groups, and I prefer to class anybody who enjoys dressing as a Tv.
My sexual orientation is even harder to define. I definitely don't class myself as gay, as I've never looked at a man and though I'd like to sleep with him. I love women, and I love Tv's, but I don't find Tv's like myself (unshaven legs and unconvincing when fully dress) very sexy. I had my first experience with a Tv in 1997 in which I stayed in the male role. It is definitely something I hope to do again. I have never been dressed in front of somebody else but would like to, and to be on the receiving end of a sexual encounter, if you know what I mean.
I do have a tendency to be submissive and would love to spend some time serving a dominant Tv, but this doesn't mean that I don't enjoy anything else or can only 'get my rocks off' in that situation. I am always willing to try something new, and as yet I have never turned down anything suggested to me.
When in the submissive role it is more the humiliation that turns me on rather than pain, although a light spanking would be enjoyed. I think thats why I would want to be dressed because I think I look silly and would be very embarrassed to be seen like that. Also its the only time I think of having sex with a man. I think that again is the humiliation of having to touch another cock.
If you live in the UK and would like to get to know me better please write, I will try to reply to everybody. My e-mail address is below so feel free to let me know a bit about yourself and what you think.
Becky xxx
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