I'm going to be a writer...
If I ever grow up that is....

This is just some random stuff that I've done, nothing terribly exciting, but some are funny.

• Cinderella revisited (since Angelfire ate my page, I have to re-type this)
• Some depressing pottery.
• Domestic violence anyone??
• I want a femmeboy.
• More depressing poetry, but about unrequited love this time.
• Some angst is festering.
  

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Tony: A Hate Poem...

How can you understand me
If I don't understand myself??
How can you claim to know how I tick?
If I don't??
How can you fuck with my mind
When it's fucked up enuf already?
I'll just go back to being my stupid, sappy,
Naive, worshipping little self, shall I?
Sure you had me wrapped around your finger
Like a boa constrictor slowly
Squeezes the life out of its prey.
And I knew it.
And I didn't care.
But lo! The heavens have opened
And your once-invisible
'I don't give a shit about you'
Sign has flickered on.
Stupid, stupid me.
For thinking you cared.
For thinking that, maybe just once,
Someone might like me back
One iota of how much
I like them.
I need to be wrapped in cotton wool
Not dropped on cement,
Thank you very much.
You know that too,
Don't you???

(At this point, I offer him casual sex, and succeed in shocking the hell out of him *g*)

Ha ! Well, I got you back mister.
I think , at least.
I win I win I win
And it feels good, at least
For a while.
And I think
Maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm taking you too seriously.

(A few weeks later, I'm almost raped. Of course it was my fault, I asked for it. But it's funny how quickly I can change my mind. he he he. Not really.)

Know a little more about me than you'd like to? Want to know more??