January 17, 2000



Hopefully things have been great for all of you... so far the year is off to a good start and im just pushing forward hoping it stays that way! No looking back... okay just a lil.

My new job is full of ups and downs. The people I work with are totally awesome and I am learning a lot of stuff... however, there are times i feel like strangling the next patient who gives me hell about their medication. I honestly would not want anyone else to go thru this kinda misery unless you have a very high tolerance for incredibly stupid questions. If you so feel inclined to, i'l be happy to give you a recommendation. I could use the few extra bucks from referals! I do have to admit that the job does pay well and with great benefits... now if they can toss in some therapy or compensation for the harressment, it would be perfect.

School has started too... taking a wide variety of classes to see if I can figure out what I want to do. So far psychology is holding out in the interest level. Pursuing a career in that field isn't a dream of mine tho. After being in retail for a few years and working with lots o folks, I have decided that I wouldnt make a very good therapist. I simply dont have the patience to put up with certain people... thankfully I realized that before I put all my eggs in one basket. I am loving my Human Sexuality class... gotta love psychology and its no holds bare approach. Computer Sci is costing me a fortune in books... so is Bio, thankfully im not really going to dwell further into those areas... I think. I am still playing volleyball... sucks its only 50 minutes but i guess they think we cant handle it. As if id rather sit in class for an hour and a half... riiight. All in all this should be a good semester.

I am still missing my friend Drew... you would think getting over his death would have happened by now. Not... I still get emotional when i run across his picture or think about him. I never thought I'd lose anyone so soon... especially not him. Never will there be anyone else like him, always got a piece of me loving him. Scott, if you are reading this... Im thinking of you and hoping you get better. I know it aint easy, if im this screwed up I cant imagine how you must feel. I'll be here if you want to talk... take care of yourself bud.

Well thats the jist of my life right now. Not exactly exciting but it keeps me busy. Between School and Work which I do both full time (even if im hired as part time), I dont have much time for a life anyway. Gotta sacrifice I guess... Be good and take care of yourself. God Bless...



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