// Log notes: 03:13:56 03/12/2031
// I came across these on the NET. I’ve decided to publish them for everyone to know. Something is rotten in the kingdom of GenWay...... Sled //
EXTRACTS FROM THE PERSONAL NOTES OF DR. FREDERICK KIRSHOV
Sat, 27th September, 2014
Today was an interesting day. It was one of those days that nothing you planned turned out the way you planned it. And to top it all several city wide disasters just took a liking to this day. And I wasn’t the only one that had this special kind of day - Betty, Karla and Will had a similar day. I couldn’t help it but to muse at the strange turn of events.
But maybe this isn’t just ‘bad luck’ day, or al least not the way we are used to think about it. Maybe bad luck is just a different flow of events and we interpret them as ‘bad luck’? Like when you go out to eat, you might have mushrooms to start the evening, then corn soup, a big juicy steak with fried potatoes and a cake for desert. Just like in life, the dinner was made out of several different flavors. But if you decided to have a chicken baked in honey instead of the steak and rice with walnuts instead of the potatoes? Most of your new dinner would have a sweet flavor to it. Maybe sweet is considered ‘bad luck’ for your taste glands? Well... It’s just a thought...
Tue, 2nd December, 2014
I came up with this new theory following the events of the 27th of September. Imagine a parallel plane of energy (Parallel Energy Plane - or PEP as I call it) which touches the physical world in several locations (called Gateways). Small bursts of energy which penetrate our world through the gateways influence the flow of events in the world.
Basically, where energy enters the world, a ‘good’ (subjective definition) event happens, and when there’s lack of energy, a ‘bad’ event occurs.
I’ll go and talk to dean Splenders to base my thesis on this theory and to get funding for research.
Fri, 19th December, 2014
After some negotiations, I’ve convinced dean Splenders to authorize my thesis and to fund my research on PEP. At first he didn’t respond too well to my request because he had hoped I’ll do my thesis in the field of man-machine interface (cybernetics). He said that I was his best student and that I can really contribute to this rising science. After seeing that I wasn’t going to give up my PEP research, he let go.
Mon, 12th January, 2015
I got my lab and some equipment I’ve ordered for my research, but frankly I have no idea where to go from here. Everybody here thinks I’m following a theory that leads nowhere and I get no support. The only one that helps me is Alex (dean Splenders) and I’m really grateful for any help I can get.
Mon, 16th February, 2015
The research is eating up most of my free time. Betty says that she approves of my efforts, but I’m starting to feel that I’m neglecting her too much. She has her birthday in a week (February 23rd) and I have some plans in mind to make up for the lack of attention she gets from me.
Sun, 1st March, 2015
Life without Betty is hell.
At the beginning of the day it seemed like it would turn out to be the happiest days we had in months. I bought her flowers and made reservations at LaVoir’s. I bought her diamond earrings for her birthday and planned to give them to her at the end of the evening at our apartment. Who would have guessed that the terrorists would choose LaVoir’s? And why of all the people in the restaurant they chose to execute her?
During the day I find it very hard to concentrate. When I’m lying alone in bed at night I always think of her. I just can’t get her out of my mind. I know it takes time, but how much time? If things go on this way, I’ll loose the second most important thing in my life - my research. If that happens I have nothing else to live for.
Fri, 10th April, 2015
I’m starting to get Betty out of my mind, and from time to time I can even think clear for a couple of hours. Thanks to the research I have something to focus on and when I’m working everything else melds into nothingness. Even Betty.
Fri, 17th April, 2015
My research review is getting closer. I have nothing substantial yet, but only a large mountain of theories. I have done some math work in the last couple of weeks and I think I’m ready to do some experimenting. I hope I can get proof of the existence of PEP for my review.
Tue, 5th May, 2015
The review was ok. I presented my advances and got approval for the continuation of funding. Though I made it look like I was doing ok, in actuality I’m stuck. I didn’t get the expected results from my experiments. I guess I’ll go to talk to Alex and see if he has any ideas.
Thu, 23rd July, 2015
I finally did it! I opened an artificially made gateway and managed to probe the other side. There I found energy in it’s purest form. I’m still not ready to expose the energy to the physical world because I don’t know what kind of reaction it will have.
A funny thing happened when I opened the gate. I suddenly got a vision of Betty in my mind. I have managed to get her out of my thoughts for a while now, but just as I opened the gate she was there. Of course this could be a coincidence, but if anything, this research gave me a new perspective on life and I can see now that there are almost no coincidences. I’ll look into it tomorrow and see what I can figure out.
Mon, 7th September, 2015
Today I have made a major step in the project. I have brought energy from the PEP to the real world. I contained it in a 7th level force field. The energy seemed not to effect any physical substance it came in contact with.
What bothers me are the visions I get when I open the gate. At the beginning it was of Betty, but now I get all kind of visions, even of strangers. The longer I open the gate, the stronger and more real the visions are. This is very intriguing. Today I had a vision of a little girl that walks on a bridge sidewalk when a bus, which is out of control, hits her and then, falls off the bridge.
Tue, 8th September, 2015
I couldn’t believe it until I saw it with my own eyes in the newspaper. The bus accident that I visioned had really happened at the same time I saw it. And to make it even stranger, it happened in England. This is a whole new area I didn’t plan on getting into, but if there’s a side effect to the PEP energy, I guess I must study it.
Mon, 21st December, 2015
It’s now 1 year into the research. The last review was even better than the first one. They were impressed with the results I showed them and increased the funding. I haven’t told them about the visions, except for Alex with whom I share almost anything by now. He is my closest friend.
Even though the review board was impressed by the experiments results, I’m getting more and more puzzled by them. Sometimes the energy has a positive effect - like healing a wounded mouse or calming it. On other times the energy has a negative effect - starting from enraging the mouse and driving them into a suicidal frenzy, and ending with the one time when it started an internal bleeding that caused the mouse to die in pain.
This fluctuation of effect polarity is even evident in my visions. One time I have a vision of good things and another I have a vision of some disaster of something that is causing me severe psychological agony.
Sun, 3rd January, 2016
I think I figured out the flaw in my theory. There are actually two parallel energy planes. One of positive energy (Positive Energy Plane - PEP) and one of negative energy (Negative Energy Plane - NEP). When I opened the gates, I couldn’t control which of the plane I contacted and thus there was an unexplained polarity in my experiments results. This theory also explains such events as Betty’s death - at the beginning of the evening we were influenced by the PEP energy and by the end we were influenced by the NEP energy.
In order for energy from either PEP or NEP to enter this world, it must use a gateway, or a conductor. We - the people - serve this purpose. The energy flows through us into the world. Some people are more tuned to the energy, and are themselves influenced by it - thus resulting in ‘good’ or ‘evil’ people. Some are impartial to it and only serve the purpose of a gate.
I believe this energy has a stronger psychological impact when a person comes in touch with it. My visions are part of my reasoning for this claim. I don’t think that my force field was really holding the energy - it merely hindered it’s expansion. I believe that it flowed from my artificially made gate straight into our world - and into me. When a person comes in direct contact with the energy it has a more extreme effect than just being tuned to it. A person will have evil visions when in contact with the energy and not just evil thoughts when only conducting the energy.
Thu, 7th April, 2016
My research is going good. The review is scheduled for next month and I have some good results. Alex is probing my lab more frequently these days and I believe he finds more and more interest in the experiments - he even helps me with many of them.
As for progress, I’ve managed to harness only PEP (without NEP) through the gate and had some good results with mouse. I’m planning to try using PEP energy on myself, in spite of Alex’s protests. If all goes as I think it would, it should be an interesting experience.
I also got a letter from GenWay inc. offering to fund the continuation of my research if I start working for them. They offer better equipment and more funds - even to myself. I never thought I’d leave the university but maybe it’s time.
Tue, 19th April, 2016
I still can’t shake myself from the experience of feeling PEP on myself. The feeling is of intense comfort and relaxation mixed with the rising of some of my best memories. It feels like I am in heaven. Maybe PEP and NEP are what people call heaven and hell?
It’s been almost a week now that all I care about is that I want to feel the flow of pure positive energy on myself again. It’s like an addiction, but a good one. Alex says that there are no good addictions and he might be right.
Thu, 12th May, 2016
The review was even better than last time. The board were really impressed and Alex suggested to the board that my research is worth awarding a Dr. title instead of a M. Sc.. I left them to make their decision and got a call from Alex last night informing me that as of today I am a Dr. of Physics.
But what does this mean anyway? What matters is only the science itself. The title is just an invention of mankind to grade its level of knowledge. But there’s so much mankind doesn’t know, so what is the point in giving itself titles?
Mon, 23rd May, 2016
As of today I am an employee of GenWay inc. I saw their representative last week and he was really impressed with my research. He offered me a good salary and increased funds to the research. What bothers me is that he didn’t want to tell me why GenWay wants to support my research. But seeing that I had a better opportunity than staying here, I took it.
I am co-working with Dr. Fred Simmings, who is very professional and not too good with human relations. We also have three assistants. The lab has top of the line equipment and the funds allocated for my research are 5 times as high as I got from the university.
Fri, 10th June, 2016
GenWay start drawing my research into the NEP area. I am not too pleased to do research on the negative energy, but I feel obligated to the corporation. I suspect they want to use my research for something that I fear writing about.
Fri, 1st July, 2016
My suspicions were correct. They try to develop a weapon using the NEP energy. I fear that such a weapon would have devastating effects not only on the target, but on the rest of the physical world as well.
Fri, 15th July, 2016
The experiments with the NEP energies have some unpleasant side effects. Some unexplained phenomena started to occur the last couple of weeks. Willy, one of my assistants, died when a shelf loaded with computer hardware fell on him. Car accidents have increased in the vicinity of GenWay R&D center. Dr. Simmings got infected with some lethal virus and the doctors have nothing to do than say they hope he’ll get better (but doubt it). Two minor earthquakes occurred last week, which is way off the seismological statistics for the region.
Thu, 28th July, 2016
The head of the Swifter project (the project I participate in) had decided to relocate the project to Texas - where the ‘side effects’ won’t be felt and will do less damage.
I plan to go and talk to him about the project. I am uncomfortable - to say the least - with the way they abuse my research. At the beginning I thought they would use my research to help society but I guess there are better and more profitable ways to use my research to make society suffer.
Sun, 8th August, 2016
People around me are having all sorts of ‘accidents’ - some fatal and some not. For some reason the accidents don’t seem to affect me. This is interesting, if not disturbing.
Anyway, I can’t bear it that my research would be used to such ends as it does. I am going to talk to the head of the project and suggest a few other usages to the PEP energy. I can’t participate in this project anymore, and I’m going to make it clear to him.
// Log notes: 04:52:12 03/12/2031
// This is the last entry Dr. Kirshov made to his personal files. I think that if I checked the security records of GenWay I would find some reference to Dr. Kirshov at the start of August 2016, but coming to think of it, the records were probably ‘corrected’.... Sled //
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