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Bitter is what I've become
inside this empty shell
Walk with me a moment
While I share my private hell.
Bitter is what I am now
Barely surviving this life somehow
You came into my life
As sudden as a storm
Slowly destroying it, leaving in its place
And unrecognizible form.
Bitter Is what I am inside
Because I know, you bastard, you lied.
Unleashing all this fury
And purging all this pain
I'll get over you
And my life will get back to the same.
My inner strength & beauty is something to always remain.
And Bitter is what you'll become
Losing at the game.
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A wish made in the unsteady dark of
the night,
Watching outside lights flicker, fade and die,
My promise to honor my spirit's
death catches in my throat..
I am watched by an
estranged God.
Wishing i had the courage of my
convictions,
the strength of my passion,
and the safety of my heart's desire;
I listen to the encrouching night,
blood pounding in my ears,
body glistening with fear,
with the sharp bloody taste of the night's
lonliness in my mouth...
I fade into dream.
Written by: Pale Pete
My Great Friend
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Passing thru the Veil
Inside my body is dying
Outside, quietly crying
This feeling of life
Leaving the soul
As I hear the last deathbell toll
The blood is mixed
As my pupils become fixed
Passing thru the veil...
I leave a life grown stale
And within this darkness
I have passed
Eternity is mine at last
Passing thru the veil...
A dark figure takes my hand
Leading me into my new dark land
Where kindred spirit roam
I am to call this my new home
{Ravinn~12-17-99}
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Secret thoughts behind my eyes
Having no discretion in my lies
Watching you casually from across the room
I feel like a midnight sky, when its a full moon
Time escapes me then the evening's gone
I dance for you as you play the last song
As the weekend fades & the days go by
I patiently wait for that moonlit sky
Flirting innocently, your like a child at play
If you only knew what I haven't the nerve to say.
{Ravinn 1-94}
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Sleepless nights
I toss & turn
While scents of
Musky incense burn
Images of you
Making love to me
Haunting my mind
Endlessly
Awakening to
Your body heat
Anxiously awaiting
For our souls to meet
Happiness
Is a stranger to me
Can't my old ghosts
Just let me be?
Will my heart
Ever be brand new
Can I survive
This hell I've been through
Thoughts of you
Consume my mind
Will I ever
Leave the past behind?
{By:Ravinn}
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Savoring the sweet taste of your skin,
Draining your blood from within.
Like a phantom of the night
Our soul-less bodies take flight.
We soar through the clouds and over trickling streams
Memories rekindled like a forgotten dream
My eyes are blazing, my skin is pale
The smell of blood is becoming stale
Its time we must be moving on.
Before the life is completely gone.
The world I live in is mine to share
To take life to live as though we do not care.
Feeders of the night, I am one...
Never longing for the light of the sun.
The opportunity to live forever unaffected by the aging of time.
And the ability to feed but never pay for the crime.
Lovers of pain, theif of your soul
It was your lust for life that I stole......
By: Ravinn
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Eye of the killer,looking at you...
licking his lips,
dripping blood...
from fangs long unused
Smile my friend, and move on.
Snowflakes in the courtyard,gazing in your eyes...
unreflected and dazed,
one can only hope to live forever
Curse my friend and roll over
Blood of the tiger, pouring out of me drinking back my youthful zest
a heart once pounding
Die my friend and embrace me
Eye of the killer,
looking at you...
licking his lips dripping blood...from fangs long unused
Smile my friend and move on
Submmitted by: Kev Osborne
NF, Canada
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Heavy rains flail from the darkend skies,
washing over me with dire intent,
their immenant demise forecast in the impact
of ceasation against my body,
newly introduced to the world's tears..
Wetting my face ,
gazing upturned to the heavens;
Skin against skin,
every breath you take is mine...
tasting the life as it flows free from your perfect form,
Lovers in the rain.
Sanguin and intrepid,
endless exploration beneath the veil of Angelic tears...
Sweet in intent...
Held Deeply,
impassioned and singular in enraptured bliss...
Bodies melded into a singular being of desire,
sealed in want and need,
we come together...
Salt taste,
Sweet elixir of your desire,
staining finger tips,
bed,
and lips...
You are on me...
The forever mark on my soul...
My endless beginning and my
destination.
Anonymous