Well, look at that. I had to drop all my classes to avoid failing them. Man, I'm a genius. Now I'm going to get kicked out. For now I'm avoiding telling my parents, so their Christmas can be happy. Happiness is easy.
"Take good care of what the priest says. After death is so much fun. Little sheep don't let your feet slip... Happiness is easy."
I love Talk Talk. They're all depressing sounding, but some of their songs are not actually sad. I've been listening to them a lot recently. If any of you know much 80s music, you've probably heard "It's My Life" and "Talk Talk" by Talk Talk. That up there that I quoted is "Happiness is Easy."
OK, so here we go. So yeah, the infamous one is gone. Pretty well adjusted to that now. I'm going to get kicked out. Resigned to my fate. I do have somewhere to go, stay with an ex. However, I need $1000 by this month. I currently have about $800 in the bank, when I get this check in. That's if I don't spend any money. I need to buy people Christmas presents. Also, I need to make another $200 in the next pay period, if I spend no money. I barely make $200 in one anyway, and suddenly I only have 2 days this week. That's like 11 hours. At $6.25 an hour. Minus taxes. But happiness is easy. The ex who lives far away decided we shouldn't talk until I'm completely over her. That's funny... You mean, like, NEVER? Excuse me, but anyone I care about that much, I don't just magically get over. I mean, as soon as I talk to her again, I'll think of the past and miss it. I haven't gotten over the infamous one completely in all this time. But that's OK, happiness is easy. The girl I'm attracted to at work, who has the same name as my ex who's far away, is dating some guy I know who used to work there. Man, she's obsessed with him. But she keeps saying it's not going to work. I talked to him to try to make it work out better. Why am I screwing myself over? Ah, I know, because I'm nice. Heh. But anyway, I was supposed to go to dinner with her and her best friend who also works there last night. However, she (the one I'm attracted to) has been sick. She said she didn't know if she wanted to when I left work, so that meant I had to come back. I did, and after waiting half an hour for her to get out, she started getting in one of the other guy's cars. When she saw me, she said she was too sick, and we'd go sometime for sure. Whatever. Today I went to work to find out my hours, and Christine, one of my bosses, said that she heard I got stood up. I wasn't really thinking of it that way, but she said that the girl had been plotting with the guy how to get out of going to dinner. Christine tried to make her call me so I didn't have to drive all the way back just to find out she didn't want to go. How nice that she wouldn't. Then Christine said that the girl just likes to use people. Oh please no. But happiness is easy. Today I went on AIM under a new screen name, and saw that the one who is far away was on. When I went to my main name, she wasn't on my buddy list. She has me blocked. How nice. Exactly how am I supposed to tell her I'm over her (as if it'd ever happen) when she has me blocked? I guess she doesn't even really want to talk then. I suppose she may have made the condition me being over her because she knew it would never happen. Happiness is easy.
Aside from all this, the little girl I have been hanging out with a lot, along with one of my other new friends, have been having all kinds of bad stuff happen. Oh no. No stress. I don't stress.

(12-04 20:03)

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