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OK, here it is. After all this time, suddenly one of the infamous one's exboyfriends IMs me on Yahoo. He starts going off on how she's not good, about how we can do better... Yeah, OK dude, like I don't know that already. She's got some obsession with England? It would seem so, eh?
Well, I'm sick today, so this may be short. I thought I had all this stuff to say, but now it's seeming to go away. Maybe I need some DP... mmm...
Well, there, crack open the can... Let's see if it makes me feel better. OK... what's been up... Oh, I'm no longer blocked. Apparently I was blocked because she had finals and papers. How nice of her to just block me with out telling me why, after she told me we shouldn't talk anymore until I'm over her. She seemed to decide to ignore that rule, now. But anyway, at first when she started ignoring it, things seemed to be going well. Now, on the other hand, things are crap again. These things have been said to me in two days time... "No. Don't try to understand this." after which she immediately went to bed. Let me tell you something... when you're me, that hurts like hell. My job in life is to understand. I was trying to fix things. Then, there's this one. "It can't be fixed unless you have some way of going back in time and fixing past events." Oh, and I forgot the one from last night... "I can tell you this much. It's much nicer when we don't talk." Is she trying to kill me? No, probably not. Probably just being truthful... but crap... This sucks.
Vlado told me last night to get him a girlfriend. I told him to fix my relationship and wait until I wasn't sick, then I'd see about it. He said he was the master, and he could fix anything. When I told him which I wanted him to fix, he said "Oh, fuck that. I can fix any one except that." So I said "Would it be better if I said (the infamous one)?" Then he asked me how I managed to f everything up so bad. I told him it takes talent.
I hate being sick. I want to be well so I can go outside and shit. I mean, I can go outside, but moving drains me too much. And the weather... I'm too hot one minute, then the wind blows a bit, and I'm too cold. This rambling is dull. I am the match maker. I made my two new friends start dating again. Ha ha. I freakin' rock. Now if only I could do that for myself...
(1-07 12:38)