OK. So I'm over the infamous one. Yep. For good. Since about December. (Didn't quite realize it was that long.) So the other day, (about 3 days ago) I get this IM. "Good ridance, huh?" I sit there for a second thinking "What?" Then I read the name. Oh yeah, it was her. "Well, hello." I said. "Didn't expect to hear from you ever again." I didn't really stay to talk to her, though. I was going to go pick up my little art friends and meet someone downtown. So yeah, she wants me. ;) OK, no, I doubt it... but my friends seem to think so. Almost everyone I told about it said "Dude, she wants you." or something to that effect. I must admit, it would be pretty funny if she was. I mean, before if she did still want me, I probably would have gone back to her, even though I knew it would probably be dumb. Now, on the other hand, I don't know what I'd do. It's pretty likely that I would just tell her that I didn't want that anymore. Scary. It would probably make her die of a heart attack. She probably thinks I'll never be that over her, even if she wants me to be. (Makes me think... I wonder if she ever has read or reads these...)

I just learned something sad. We most likely won't be going to Sun River this summer. That's frightening. I don't know what to do w/ a summer w/ out Sun River. We always go there. I also may not even be going to Portland. This is illegal. What about my cousins? I want to see them. Maybe I'll have to drag some friends up there. Maybe. Maybe Justin will go. That would be fun. I think I could stand him for that long. As opposed to most people I know... I don't know why people annoy me so easily... Oh well. Ah, the world is so small... I need to get presents for some people who just had their birthdays this week. Yep. Maybe I'll go do that now.

(5-19 21:20)

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