There is a way between voice and presence where information flows. In disciplined silence it opens. With wandering talk it closes. -Rumi
i think quietly to my self
so i understand the conversation
i live quietly with my self
so i'm in the way of no one
i die quietly by myself
so i know the outcome
do you see
out of the corner of your eye
a shadow
reclining by a tree at the edge of the school yard
do you hear
out of the din of the daytime stirrings
a voice
speaking to no one
of the pain of ignorance and youth
do you feel
i reach out (in)
try to touch you
but you are only air
yet so lucid and alive (alive! - i can feel your warmth)
i call for you - pray for some reply
but nothing comes
only silence
and the echo in my head
of a sigh
Myself? Yesterday I did not know So it seems today The same is true - I cannot describe 'me' Causally The path I take? All I see is where I am now On this spot In Eternity Simply going with the flow That Is. Passion? Only if you knew my reality Eventually you would see That you are me.
To be a child again Jumping in puddles And playing with friends Care free - oblivious to humanity To believe in fairy tales Ghosts and goblins To believe in Mom and Dad - And happy endings. I would surely give away All my life's pay - To be a child again for a day.
Offering
(If only I were able to wet these leaves with my essence Rather than stain them with this ink) You who hold this offering between your ears Do you know I too hold you? I 'who art thou' created you, and this - my self, for you. Let it flutter through your dreams - and perhaps upon a waking you'll remember It is you who created me. For now, many breaths gone by - To look upon these pale leaves That are part of my self... Good that they have fallen from my limbs - from my heart That they may feed any who hunger for such, And be borne again Clean and empty.