Equilibrium - It follows...

The postal office said that he changed address. He is now somewhere in India. Never heard from him again in the last ten years. I hope that he found the equilibrium that he was looking for.

I hope that I found mine…

What’s the real thing that’s keeping you standing, wake up in the morning? Probably just the conservation instinct – food.

Just after eating – what are the priorities? Probably what I have to do today… taking your place in the human swarm.

This is the way the things are. In search for food, people are interacting with nature and with other humans. After eating, they need to do something, so they look around. There lives bump into each other like molecules of water in a jar. Moving brownian with kicks from others, kicking at there turn some others, changing velocity and energy, heating or cooling, but contained togheder by a form of superficial tension. Then, where is the jar? Well, we live on it.

Keeping togheder, socializing, sharing common things like nation, color, race, thoughts, country … god.

God seems to be important for a lot of people. For some, in a backside, passive sort of way; for others in an active, need to do basis. What do they want with it? Why do they need it? What are they hoping to do with it?

Idiot questions? Maybe. Need a moral backup? Go with the god of your choice. You don’t have a foundation on which, in your psihological abyss, to rely on? Take a god, sing and dance, prey, think of good things or at bad things, take your place in the matrix that has been kept alive and well by the priests. Probably in a majority of cases that will be enough. You’ll live, you’ll die – no fuss. So is it the god who’s taking care of the containment field? What god? Mine or yours? Or maybe you would like to slice the things… My god – my containment field, my race, my nation, my … my, my.. Well that’s an approach but is it? Or is just another back-up to what I know, I care, I live in …?

Anyway, who cares?

Nobody!

Ever tried to multiply in memory two numbers with many digits? To complex, huh? Why care about it? Make it on a computer or on a piece of paper. Right! Use others! Rely on that!

Making it by yourself won’t take you out of the containment field because anyway you’re in it, your spirit is in it, in the field. But there is an important thing that making it by yourself will do – will make you feel alone.

This is all about. Your mind. My mind, everybody’s minds. The field. I believe that this is the real containment field. The sum of our minds. But is it a sum of individualities? I wonder? Do you think your mind is a book in the great library of the field who is now alive and being read by you and others? Or just a book made by the letters and maybe words, deposited in the field who’s taking shape, is hardening while you’re alive and than blown away back to letters and maybe words after you’re dead? Few things are different in humans to deserve to be preserved as they are.. full books. And if they will be deposited as books who is making them? God? Grow up!

You’re alive, you’re human, you can act and interact with others. Your mind is yours and is growing with learning and experience. You make something out of it, you have the chance or not. You have the meanings or not. You’re alive in a material world and your moving your matter and others while you can. Actually you’re modifying matter as much, as your free will and the matrix in which you chose or are forced to be, let’s you.

So, the material part of you is modifying matter… how cute! But what’s the higher purpose? Is it one? What is the high purpose of a molecule of water in a jar? Preserve the equilibrium of it’s energy. It has no knowledge of what it is doing, does not care about it, does not wander about it. Is it not doing it by free will that’s for sure.

But what’s matter to be modified? What is really matter? If you’re looking down in it, you’ll find a lot of energy and a lot of information about how this energy is organized. Something else? Maybe, but is it a consequence of energy organized by information or a cause?

Last update:

21-10-1999