hold my breath
hit my head
confused and lost
crazy and don't know why
emotions filling
my every moment
can't isolate
anyone of the vast
diversity of feelings
Your sweet kiss
why do I miss it
when I've never had one?
numb
feelings lost
is it because
there's no one
or is it because
there is
and I'm feelless
to block out
rejection and pain
Nonsense,
chaos,
confusion,
utter turmoil.
Free-falling.
Which way's up?
Mind full of clutter,
sensations unidentifiable.
Uttering nonsense,
living in chaos.
The world of confusion,
I just can't figure it out.
Is it blue or is it red,
black or white?
Do you go left or right,
up or down?
Questions, nonsense,
answers, chaos.
Confusion sets in,
confusion is gray,
cloudy and misty,
mystified and lost,
all in an emotion.
Everything
is like a dream
uncertain
of the burden
that life is.
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