I'm just sittin' jammin'
looking in hindsight
how I was so dumb
and haven't a chance now.
I can't believe how you're
always in my mind
even after seeing you only once
after all the time and distance
that was between us.
I just can't believe the feelings
that overwhelm me
I had been thinking of you before,
but seeing you has made you
a constant image and thought
in a deep sleep
lost in a dream
escaping reality
because it is so bleak
I find myself searching
for answers and questions
for reality and imaginary
in a deep sleep
yet wide awake
lost in a dream
while living it
escaping reality
with it slapping me in the face
what's real, what's not
what's down, what's up
nothing's real
nothing's right
lost and confused
frightened and abused
left in the imaginary
or is it real
I just can't feel
in a rush
with plenty of time
discovering and exploring
decaying and examining
all that I find
all that I lose
all that I choose
neither here nor there
in a realm of my own
dreaming and believing
all that I see and all that I don't
confused and lost
always somewhere
but never here
I see your face
and I dream a place
where you could be mine
how you seem to shine.
My mind is racing
and my heart is pacing
all because of you
and your every move.
I wonder why
and I wanna cry
and I'm missing you
I wish I were kissing you.
I feel so dumb
'cause I'm in love
and I already know
that you cannot show
the same feelings
the same dealings
that I can't help
but have.
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