just as I sleep
I picture your face
and dream of a time and place
where you could be near
lying right here
feeling your heart beat
as you dream in sleep
feeling your breathe
smelling your hair
how I wish I were holding you
how I do miss you
as I sleep
I dream of nothing else
but the thought of you
anything and everything
it doesn't matter
if I'm there,
because you're there
in my dreams
in my thoughts
in my mind
and I can't seem to find
a way to get you out
I'm not sure I want to
for at the very thought of you
the mere utterance of your name
makes me smile and wish
and dream and all
because of you
crazy
lost and confused
dazed and mystified
to what my feelings should be
drives me wild
makes me crazy
my heart goes one way
while my mind goes another
I'm falling fast
and I fear a hard landing
I can't think of anything else
preoccupied and smiling
every moment
'cuz I think of her
in my every moment
I see her
and all that she is
You described love
I saw you
You described heaven
It was you
In all your thoughts and dreams
You described a paradise
And all I could think of
Was you
please don't push me away
after getting so close to me
I felt as though I were holding you
so please don't push
because I don't think I can handle
getting further away
as if the distance already between us
wasn't enough to drive my crazy
you push me away
as you would a second dish
filled with all you want
not considering a second wish
and is it that I wanted too much
that you push me away now
or is it because of the distance
that you want it further even still
please don't push me away
after I was on the verge
of having all that I have wanted
in an instant things change
some times to the better
and others for the worse
and don't push me away
and don't feel the way I do
because it is deep within me
please don't push
and please don't leave
please don't make me
alone today
Why do I dream of her?
Why do I think about her?
Why do I wish for her?
Why can't we just get rid
of this thing
called love?
Why do I feel this way
every time she looks my way?
Why do I do so much
just to have a touch
of her love?
Why do I?
Just to be near
not knowing
or not wanting to.
Why do I?
Why do I dream of her?
Why am I in love with her?
Why can't we just get rid
of this thing
called love?
All it does is cause trouble,
cause someone to do
all that they wouldn't.
I have taken the leap
and can't figure out why
or how it could have happened.
I don't know why
and don't know how
and don't know anything
about this thing
called love.
Other than I have it bad
and I just don't know
any answers or solutions.
I just dream,
and I just wish
thinking of her
wanting nothing else
but to be near her.
Why did it have to be her
and why now
and why here?
And why...is it love?
Why with this situation
when everything's SNAFU?
Why when we get so near
she seems to push me away?
Why do I feel this way
each and every day?
Just give, just a little
so I can find the answer
and not be so confused
and how is a question
and why is the answer
and confusion is a part
of the whole process illusion.
Why is the question
and love is the answer.