dear matthew I like you a lot I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now
and I respect
that I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future and you want to
come visit me in california
I would be open to spending time with you and finding out how old you were when you wrote
your first song
dear jonathan I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me and
think solely about themselves and
you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time I used to say the more tragic
the better the truth is
whenever I think of the early 90's your face comes up with a vengeance like it was
yesterday
dear terrance I love you muchly you've been nothing but open hearted and emotionally
available and supportive
and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in and pushing you away I
remember
how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the first
time you were the best platform from
which to jump beyond myself what was wrong with me
dear marcus you rocked my world you had a charismatic way about you with the women and you
got me
seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own
ass but I could never really feel
relaxed and looked out for around you though and that stopped us from going any further
than we did
and it's kinda too bad becasue we could've had much more fun
dear lou we learned so much I realize we won't be able to talk for some time and I
understand that as I do you
the long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could we were together
during a very tumultuous time
in our lives I will always have your back and be curious about you about your career about
your whereabouts
