So, this log will not only contain the time, place
and description of the transgression,
it will also detail the punishment i receive and
my thoughts on why i had to be punished.
I had lost my keys and had returned to Master begging for His help. Master is wise and cares deeply for this most undeserving and insignificant slave. So, after searching His lair and finding no keys, He told me He would accompany me to the lobby where He would check with building. Up to that point, this slave had done nothing wrong, but then came the transgression.
As W/we walked to the elevators, slave walked ahead of Master.
There can be no excuse for this lapse of behavior. this slave MUST remember her place and when walking with Master that is a couple of paces behind and slightly to the left of Master. Any other position is totally unacceptable and shows great disrespect for Master. In retrospect, cédant's lapse of focus was because of the trauma of the lost keys, but that was no excuse for the transgression.
Master's slave is very ashamed of what she did, but in the telling, she has come to terms with her mistake and cédant accepts full responsibility. slave cédant now awaits her punishment.
June 23, 2003
The transgression:
Master sent slave cédant an e-mail that requested a yes/no answer. slave cédant did not reply to Master's question.
Master's time is very valuable and it is inappropriate for His slave to waste even one second of His precious time. By failing to reply to Master's question, slave cédant violated one of Masters most important rules. When Master asks a question, whether it is given in person, over the phone or, in this case, via e-mail, a slave MUST respond not only quickly, but also using an appropriate response: ''Yes, Sir,'' ''No, Master,'' ''I do not know, My Lord,'' etc.
Once again, Master's slave has shown by her actions that she is imperfect and in need of punishment to correct her offending behavior. this slave is very grateful to her Master for pointing out her transgression, and for the punishment that will help this slave to correct her unacceptable behavior. slave cédant now awaits her punishment.
July 14 through July 16, 2003 (please
read cédant's journal for the 16th for the whole story)
The transgretion:
Master's slave was tempted and nearly cheated on her Master by having sex with another man without Master's knowledge and approval.
Master had predicted this would happen but cédant
did not believe it would happen, and yet it did except that at the last
moment, this worthless slave realized that she was about to destroy her
much cherished enslavement and in the end resisted the temptation, but
the fact that cédant was tempted in the first place was very, very
bad behavior and now this bitch-whore-cunt cock sucking slave must face
the reality that in behaving this way, she dishonored her Master and amy
loose the one thing in her life that matters so very much.