I've been involved with my addiction twice.
Those who forget the past are condemmed to repeat it!!!
Do yourself a favor, do things differently and don't repeat past mistakes. Marriage can be wonderful but it takes two to make it work!
I don't expect I'll go into those two any more that I already have except to say that during the second marriage, I was a Father to a beautiful (in my opinion) baby boy, Allen, who graced my life for five weeks then God called him back to Heaven.
Allen, 1 day old...
September 27th, 1980 -- November 7th, 1980
That was the worst loss that I have ever had to experience in my life.