What You'll Never See

Aimlessly I wondered the street carrying my broken heart in my hands. You never knew what you had done to me. You never understood the meaning of what we had. It was my heart that you had captured followed by my soul.
Can’t you see the dimness in my eyes? I might have cared for you but now it’s my turn I want it all back, my heart my soul, and my love It is my turn to show you what lifelessness is What it’s like to feel empty like the promises you made me
In my mind I hold the memories that no one sees What am I to them? Nothing but remnants of cruelty. My eyes aren’t shining and my smile is faded. But you haven’t destroyed me yet deep inside there is hope And that my dear is what you wish I didn’t have Give it time and you will see my love will come to me.

At night I cradle my new love in my arms This new love has given me my soul back Something that you never could do This is what brought the light into my eyes He took away the cold stares of people passing by Never again will they see pity in me but someone that gives a damn. He is to me everything that we should have had

I can face the world again because you made me what I am I take no promises to heart you helped with that part My soul I guard never again will I fall so hard But don’t you worry I am still here You can’t get rid of me, something I have that you can’t see. Know that I will love him more than ever I loved you His blue little eyes remind me of the things that you can do
You want to know emptiness? Well here it is He is in my arms giving me everything that you denied me You want to know lifelessness? Look and you will see This joy in my eyes was caused by something you could never be I have the key to your endless misery So tell me, in empty words, what it used to be like to be me.
Katakuna(-LBY NOV 1998)