LOVE-HATE
When love and hate collide inside you
all becomes a loud noise.
You cry to yourself and others
for all the pain that is inside you.
You try to spread your pain to the one who hurt you,
but you hate too much for any relief to be gotten from that person.
Your pain is your own and no one can stop it but you
but the noise of pain is too loud to hear the voice of reason.
Time can only heal the pain and the hate,
not the person who hurt you.
You have to care for yourself
You have to love yourself
You have to realize the good in you.
The good part of you that could feel love in the first place.
COMES THE DAWN
After a while you learn
The subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts and
presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman
not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way
of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting
for someone to bring you flowers
And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn and you learn
with every good-bye you learn
"author unknown"
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