I wonder if Ken's noticed that he hasn't gotten his stuff yet. I hope so. Of course, I expected him to call this week-end. Maybe he's dead. Nah.
I got an e-mail from C--. I don't really understand it. Please tell me if you do, because I'm at a loss for responses.
one graceful movement
millions of paths ignored to choose this one
broken and empty from the pain of decision
may the burden of choice rest in the other man's handsunrest and confusion await me,
drain me, pull me below.. I cannot stand
my own two feet shall fail
I need millions..I need millions
I need an almighty force to hold my groundTell me you love me
I'll believe you as you force your will
I'll praise you as you guide the way
I'll sing thy name as my field of vision narrows
oh thank you for clearing the way
I feel so much comfort
Everything is wrong but thee
I haven't the strength to burden the discovery.
give me answers not reasons
reasons confuse me..give me company
I need millions, I need millionsPraise for the light that blinds me
Praise for the hand that guides me
For it is you that lights the way
Rip out mine eyes, i need not such confusion
It is you i must follow
I told you I need millionsone graceful moment
here i comeI didn't go to work today, which is just as well, since I had a project to complete. Dirk kept me company, although he hasn't been feeling well.
It stormed a lot last night, I found I couldn't sleep with the rain blasting at my window. So, I sat and listened to my Patti Smith album until the wee hours of the morning.
Today was another lazy day. I watched three episodes of South Park. I'm not even going to bother justifying it. I also got one of the belt loops in my jeans ripped off when I got irritated with Dirk and he tried to keep my from walking away by holding onto it. I spend too much time lately getting irritated by him. I can't believe we've been together 8 months.
We need to start work on the newest issue of Über Alles. I need to find a topic to write about. Katie needs to write something, too. I've found a couple people who might be interested in writing articles. We'll see. I've had people promise things like that before, to no avail.
Oh, Dirk's feeling unloved. No-one visits his site. Please Check It Out. It's under construction, and it's his first homepage. If you check out the stuff under G.A.B.O.C. and/or GSFU, especially lists and such, you should find something worth reading. I don't know what's wrong with Netscape lately. It keep fucking stalling.
Oooh! I forgot to mention this yesterday: I dug up a bottle of glow-in-the-dark nail polish. You know what I did while I couldn't sleep last night!
I'll update my survey tomorrow.