I'm a 30 yo divorced mother of two... I have a 6 yo little girl Jiji and a 3 yo little boy Curt or better known at our house as Boss... only because he is the one that crys the loudest.
I did NOT like turning 30 yr old! I spent most of the day having my own little pitty party. I saw it as a big time of change. And in many ways it was.
Nothing like hoping into the shower one day and to find out that for some reason I am all of a sudden allergic to the soap that I have been using for at least the past 20 years! Now I have to use some sort of grapefruit face wash gel stuff... and another kind of moisturizing soap for the rest of my body! Now what was the purpose behind something like that other then to remind me I am getting OLDER?!?
Funny... it doesn't seem to bother me at all that in just a few weeks I will turn 31yo.
I can't get over how well Trav and I got on... From the very begining I was very comfortable with him. I never expected it to be that WONDERFUL!
I miss George (Trav) terrible... ohh we talk everyday on ICQ or video chat or on the phone... but it just isn't like having him here.
Well everything is back to normal... Jiji is home again... my sister and I arent talking again... and I still miss George like crazy!
George and I are talking in ICQ right now... I know he is curious as to what I am going to put on my journal about him... well darling I PROMISE not to mention the hairbrush at all! smoooooooooooch!
He will be here in less then a month (Sept.30th) and I can hardly wait!
Also talking to my best friend Whyskee... it is her BDAY tomorrow (Sept,7th) and she is turning the big THREE OHHHHH
Not taking it well either! {evil laff}
I am just sitting here STILL missing George... but I have just 16 more days till he will be back with me again.
Dec, 13th
Ohhhh I know I said I would keep up better with this... but it seems like I have just been much to busy!
Have a new little job that keeps me pretty busy... really like working at the flower shop... the people are wonderful!
The kids are doing wonderful and getting so excited about the season! We have been decorating .. oh yes and the bbw party is coming up on the 19th and they are VERY excited about that! Or at least Jiji is... dont think Curtis really cares all that much! hehehe
Jan 17th 1999
Oh my feet are killing me and my tummy is soooooooooooooo FULL!
I just got back from the gourmet show in San Francisco. I have never experienced anything like that before. It was incredible! There were about 5,000 venders… each with something to taste.
Coffees, Teas, Chocolates, cookies, cakes, pasta, EVERYTHING! I have this bag with about 10 lbs of sample give aways… Godiva chocolates, Jelly Bellys, Kick Ass hot sauce … yadda yadda
There were sections set up for different countries… short bread from Scotland… Cheese and olives from Greece… I had a BLAST in the Mexico section and tasting all the TEQUILA! Whoo hoo! My favorite was Italy and all those CUTE guys! I had to laugh darlings… Hearing some of the venders call out to me… “Mama, you come taste me” giggles they winked and flirted something fierce!
Oh ya and almost very first thing I did was meet Cheech Marin… he has his own line of hot sauces and he was there to meet and greet and give autographs… I got one! I will have to scan it and put it up.
My tummy is still full… but maybe my feet don’t hurt as much as I thought…. Can’t wait to go back next year!!!!!!
May 1999
I am tired... and I don't know why.
I am hoping it will just go away... It has been going on for about three weeks now.
I love Curtie to death but he isn't helping any! We are in the middle of a power struggle right now. He likes to sleep with me and I prefer he sleep in his own bed. But when I am really tired and he is still up I just toss him in bed with me and go to sleep... Now he thinks that if he stays up I will give in... we are both very tired... but neither of us is giving an inch.
I am close though... need to be up early to get Jiji off to school.
