October 28, 1998

Dreams

I have this annoying habit of remembering my dreams. For instance, last night I had a dream where I won in a raffle a date with the most-popular girl on campus. This was a made-up person, but our dinner conversation turned very personal where I talked about my life and her experiences were very contrasting to mine, allowing me to see the other side of the issues.

I think that remembering my dreams makes me know too much about myself. Any sort of hidden fear or query pops up into the open in slumberland. Even in my dreams, I can't hide from myself. That probably explains a lot about me.

I think too much.

Comments:

• damnit nick! what have i told you about thinking too much!
  -Jeff

• you can never know too much about youself... its just a little painful sometimes.. hurts the ego and all =>
  -Marshall