July 8, 1999

Temper Snap

Ever have one of those days where you know that you are THIS CLOSE to losing control of any ounce of rage and anger in your being? However, you have to wait for that final trigger to push you over the edge. You can't will the rage into being; it needs something to create it.

I had one of those days and for some reason, the final straw never landed on the camel's back. Is this a testament to my will to keep under control? Or is it just a sign that the universe sometimes turns in my favor and keeps things calm?

Both questions are interesting to ask.