July 17, 1999

Living in the Moment

People say to live in the moment. If that were true, then I should focus on the facts that I don't want to go to bed out of fear of nightmares, that I am greatly disappointed in the outcome of my math research, that I have feelings I can't share, that I regret too much, that I am watching Speed Buggy on Cartoon Network, that I really need a haircut, that I don't want to write anymore, that I always hit the cancel button on my most poignant messages, that I have drunk a pitcher of lime kool-aid in the past hour, that I...

You get the point. I'm returning to my imagination now.