Hey, what's up? I just got back from E's to study some Calculus. Or rather.. the lack of studying for Calculus. I have calc and french tomorrow.. and my gov't exam on friday. Hopefully, we won't have school tomorrow cause of the "freezing rain" and then that'll give me an extra day to study for calc. I'm done with English 101 so woo hoo. Buuuut soon enough I'll be starting English 102. That's ok, the sooner I get all this shit done, the sooner I'll get this fucked up year over with. BOY am I glad. Okay, well I gotta run for now. Got some pics to upload and some Calc to study. Bye!! |
Wednesday, December 13, 2000 |
Damn, sorry that it's been so long! I know i've been slacking lately. I'm gonna try and "buckle down" a little bit. School started back up Tuesday, and this is sucking ass cause Coach Perry is already pissing the hell out of me. Damn, he is so fucking stupid.. lol Okay, well tomorrow is Friday, and that's good cause I need a weekend already. I want to get to next weekend cause I think that mom is going back to Columbia to work out details on the house that we're building, and I think I'm going to stay here.. and maybe go skiing up at Sky Valley. We'll see what happens. Clemson is so dead.. I can't even believe it. There's no one here at all just about!! Elliot's here, I'm surprised at that. He lovaliered me!! Gosh, I don't know what to think of it.. like, I'm SO flattered cause I know how big of a deal it is.. but at the same time.. I'm a bit scared cause it's so heavy. Oh well, we'll see what happens I guess. The vacation was great. :) I'm not going into too much detail about it. All I gotta say is that skiing was sooo much fun. The semester ends next tuesday and i still need to pull up some grades :( I also have a bunch of shit due by then too, that I haven't started on. Dammit, i hate highschool. lol On New Years, it finally hit me and it felt so surreal that it's FINALLY 2001 and I'm about to graduate soon enough. Actually.. not soon enough, but ya know. I figured.. if there is something to look forward to in every month, then I should be ok. Let's see.. in January.. there's uh.... that long weekend next weekend where I am maybe going skiing..I guess that'd be pretty cool. In February, I can look forward to Valentine's I guess and also another long weekend, and also Foreign Language Day, that would be so much fun. In March.. ummm I don't know.. lol.. In April... we have Spring break, and there's also the prom after that. Once May rolls around, then it should be all good... after I finish all my AP exams, then once Honor's Day and Senior Breakfast rolls around.. oh my god, i'd be freakin out.. cause that's when we get in our cap and gowns.. i'm gonna freak!! I can't even wait anymore. And June... GRADUATION!! AND SENIOR WEEK!! Okay, lol I'm pumped. |
Thursday, January 4, 2001 |
Tuesday, January 9, 2001 |
Hey what's up? God damn, I am soo freakin tired. I like.. stayed up until four sunday night doing a damn biology lab, and got up at 6:30 that next morning.. and then I decided to go out last night.. and didn't get home until 6:30 or so this morning.. and I got up at 8 cause I had class at 9:30 today. OH my god, as soon as I finish this entry, I'm hittin the sack.. and I'm not going to wake up until I gotta leave tonight to go pick up Elliot at the airport. I think I'm coming down with something. :( DAmmit, my mom is being so uptight because she wants me to go to Columbia with her this weekend, and I was supposed to go skiing!! She's like.. all worried that I'm going to get into trouble.. yeah right! :) I really want to go skiing, and even if I couldn't go.. I wouldn't want to go to columbia!! It's my four-day weekend, and I dont' feel like spending it with my rents in a little condo with nothing to do and no one to see except for Governor's School friends. I want to stay here and have fun. :) Christ, I'm ready for this year to be over. I'm seriously considering summer school at Clemson because that way, I wouldn't have to move to Columbia.. and then move back to CLemson in the fall. I could just go straight from my house to Clemson.. that would be sooo much easier. Plus, I could get a couple of the hard shit over with. The only thing that's holding me back is that I need to work over the summer to make some extra cash. Elliot wanted me to live with him in his apartment this summer.. but I know that my mom would absolutely FREAK! Okay, time for bed :) |
Wednesday, January 17, 2001 |
Hey what's up? I'm still not over this cold yet, but I think I'm getting there. I still feel pretty shitty though. I came home from school today and I slept for like... 4 hours I think? Anyway, I was supposed to make up some quizes for calc and French and I did for French... but I just sorta wrote my name on the calc quiz and turned it in.. Hehe. Let's just hope it gets dropped!!! I went to Spartanburg on Monday and it was a lot of fun. I met up with a friend that goes to USCS and like when I got back, my mom got all bitchy at me because I went. Well she said that I could go.. so not my fault. Oh I talked to a friend who can possibly hook me up and take me to go get my clit pierced!!! I'm so excited and I hope that he really pull through for me. I dont' want to be disappointed again. It would be so rad if I had it done by the time I went to Cancun. I talked to my travel agent and he was all about seeing it. lol Dont worry ya'll, he's in his twenties... Anyway, the rest of this week will be a breeze cause the seniors just have to go to school from 9:30 to 12:30 tomorrow and friday. I'm set to go! I think that Greg and I are going out to lunch Friday at Ye Old... yummy. Well of course, unless my mom gets bitchy on me, AGAIN. Damn, she's been doing it way too much lately. I can sorta understand but god damn, wish that she'd just back off sometimes. Okay, well I'm gonna run now. later on! |
Friday, January 19, 2001 |
Hey what's up? Wow, I think this is my first drunk entry. Shit, tonight was pretty funn.. nothing like going downtown again like the good ol days and gettin shitty on some Long ISland ice tea!! Oh, i'm lovein it. And now that I'm a free woman.. I can do or talk to whoever the hell I want. There was a hottie there today that I "talked" to...mmm hmmm..yeah, we talked....we used our mouths to say the least.. hehehe, god i'm awful.. . Shit, it's taking me forever to type cause I'm going back to fix all my fucking errors. Looks like I'm not going to athens this weekend, but god dammit, this will happen!!! I will make it happen! Ok, drunk.. need sleep.... mmm pillow.. comforter... now if only a guy was here i'd be set... lol oh well, already got my lovin for the night, can't be too greedy. hmmm "i've been eaten long enough, stop bein greedy!" lol k, just a litle dmx popped in my head for a sec. peace! |
Wednesday, January 24, 2001 |
Hey there. What's up? not too much here, just kinda hanging out for now. I'm tired today for some reason, so I think I'm going to go to bed early. Hey, that's what I say like EVERYDAY but it never happens. But as of now, I plan on going to bed early tonight. Looks like Linda might actually have a chance of getting her clit done.... BUT i'm not going to be too quick to assume and get my hopes all up just yet. I'll be sure and let u know if I do end up getting it. I need to clean my room cause my mother has been getting on me nonstop about it lately. Holy shit, I don't think I can take much more of this living at home shit. Something's gotta change. This guy I'm talking to can't make it this weekend to see me and I'm a little pissed off. I'm not really mad that he can't make it.. I'm just a little ticked because of his reasons for not coming to see me. Saturday he can't because him and his roommate are having a party... and Sunday he won't because it's Super Bowl Sunday.. He said he'll be drinking all day. Oh well, I can't do anything about it.. it's not like I can make him come over here.. and even if he does.. there's not much to do. But I guess I was really looking foward to seeing him this weekend. Ok I think I'm gonna go now. later on!! And i'll keep you updated on my supposed piercing-to-come. ;) |
Friday, January 26, 2001 |
Hey, pretty rough night tonight. I really like someone.....and I'm afraid that I screwed something really good up. I don't know, it's just so damn hard for me to really like someone.. and when I finally do, I fuck things up. Dammit, I'm so pissed off at myself. Hopefully, mom will let me go up to see him tomorrow because I really miss him and we need to see each other to make this work after what happened. I think I'm just going to go to bed now. Nothing else really much to say. |
Sunday, January 28, 2001 |
Hey, what's up? Not too much going on here. I kinda feel a little shitty this morning cause I'm a little hung over. Well today is the big day, huh? Super bowl. I would say I'd get shitty today, but unfortunately, I dont' think I can. Gah, I have like.. nothing to say today... I ALWAYS have something to say.. Let's see... ummm my dad went back to Columbia today and I'm very sad about that because we really got along this weekend, it was great. This weekend was really shitty, I didn't really get to do anything that I really wanted to do. I didn't get my clit done friday... I didn't get to see my friend this weekend... the only reason I went out and got shitty last night is cause my friends basically dragged me out cause they said that I haven't been having a good weekend, so we should all go get blitzed.. lol Which is fine with me I guess. Ok, I think I'm ready to stop now. Talk to you later! |
Journal: 12/13--1-28 |