Loneliness becomez a usual knock at tha door alot of timez. I just wish I could get away from it all for awhile and grow old with someone I love dearly......
My name is CaSarra Lilaine Mottzii...and I've been born into this world on Febuary 14 of 1980. That makez me 19 yrz. old. I'm an adopted child..even tho I waz told I had an Italian father and an Asian mother. That'z about all I know. They died when I waz only 4. I didn't get to know them very well since both were incredibly busy people. Sad..my relationship with my parentz were never really close...I really wish it waz tho. I waz adopted by a couple at about tha age of 6. I waz bounced from foster home to tha next during tha two yearz at tha agency. Some were nice people..but some weren't. I never understood why my life waz so unfortunate. No real family..no parentz...and a hectic life. But don't get me wrong..my foster parentz r absolutley tha best. They treated me exactly as their own. I guess they loved me even more cause they couldn't have any children. My mom had a disease that made it impossible for her to concieve when she waz a teenager. Even with a great small family..something waz missing for me....or maybe someone.....
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