You turn to see the dark that speaks. Time disappeared,
songs evaporated and the kitchen wear that meant much to you was
all hidden in preparation for your weekly visit from the psychologist.
If he knew this dark that speaks only to you he would forget all
that he learned in college to become a doctor of psychology and
remember all that he forgot to make space for new knowledge. He
would leave you alone and stop prescribing medication after medication
to try and stop your obsession with pots, pans, and various other
items that you argued "did not only belong in the kitchen!".
The dark spoke. The words turned your heart into
fractions. The fractions turned your body into pages. You became
a book. You wanted to speak, but then you remembered that books
can't talk so you remained quiet. You could almost read the title
on the cover when you remembered that books have no eyes so you
can not see the title. You also can not know the title for books
have no central consciences.
Suddenly you are shook. You hear your peers laughing
at you as you look up at your teacher. "You were sleeping"
she says. "Was I snoring?" you reply. You already know
the answer. Why can't you slip into and out of these vision filled
comas without loud snoring? You think about faking a ceasure,
but you decide to just sit through class. The good news is it
can't get any worse than this. The average human can't suddenly
disappear from existence. You hope as your status among your peers
becomes more and more below average that you will be able to do
what was formally impossible to accomplish.
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