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Shanna McDonough - 10/28/99 14:23:02 | Comments: |
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jinae harrington - 10/24/99 20:15:22 My Email:jinaeh@stmartinsschool.com.nz | Comments: Your page is cool and I think it's a great idea to have it and I love those eeyore pictures they are awesome. are you going to bring some more pictures out on the gang |
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kathy - 10/22/99 02:44:28 My Email:sockman@safezone.net | Comments: Very nice. I will be back!!! |
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denise - 10/14/99 14:08:01 My Email:shortdee82@hotmail.com | Comments: i'm so sorry about what happened. good luck in the future |
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Becky - 10/13/99 07:17:28 My Email:winter62@mailcity.com | Comments: Hope you don't mind a short poem: "GOING BACK" Going back in my mind, time after time; re-living the past; re-living the crime. Approaching the house that trapped me inside; imprisoned in hell and stripped of my pride. Left all alone to enter the room; detaching my soul from the torture and gloom. Going back to the days of secrets and lies; walking on egg shells; terrified cries. Disillusioned in childhood; disgraced as a child; tormented by memories; haunting and wild. B.Winters copyright 1999 As an adult I went back to the house I lived in when the sexual abuse began. I went back and picked up that 7 yr old girl that got left behind years earlier. The nightmares about that house stopped after that one visit. |
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Tina - 10/11/99 23:18:26 My Email:ArcEnCiel25@aol.com | Comments: I thoroughly enjoyed your page. Eeyore is a favorite symbol of mine also! As a survivor of sexual abuse studying to be a minister I found your page helpful. We do need to remember that we are survivors and God is there for us -- even though that seems impossible some days!! |
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maria - 10/07/99 01:27:29 My Email:g.m.van.kuijk@xtra.co.nz | Comments: For I AM fearfully and wonderfully made and I know that full well. Praise God for people like you who share the journey. Blessings. |
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Precious Lamb - 09/30/99 16:23:11 My Email:preciouslamb_ofgod@yahoo.com | Comments: I really enjoyed your webpage. I wish I could open up like that. |
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Becky Winters - 09/28/99 22:54:15 My Email:winter62@mailcity.com | Comments: You've done an excellent job with this website. You've made something very positive come out of something so negative. You did not suffer in vain. Thank you |
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Chrissy - 09/27/99 19:36:32 My Email:s2crpowe@atlas.vcu.edu | Comments: I really like your page....I was molested once by a couple cousins...I'm still struggling w/ my feelings about this. I can't talk about it to anyone because I'm still ashamed about happened I guess. Thanks for making such a great page |
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The Ghoast - 09/18/99 22:25:41 My URL:http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/incestsurvivors My Email:Nox3@webtv.net | Comments: I found you as a member of the incest survivors club at Yahoo. Im a member there. You have a very well put together page here. I hope to see you at the club soom. (((hugs))) The Ghoast |
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Janna - 09/13/99 14:39:17 My Email:janna001@hotmail.com | Comments: I think i may have had something happen to me. I'm trying to remember everything, and I liked your page. Thanks for making it. |
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Diana Kirberg - 09/07/99 04:43:20 My Email:dkirberg@yahoo.com | Comments: I loved your site it helped me understand more about myself and to get over something that happened to mer |
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shosho - 08/10/99 05:58:10 My Email:brhea@ckt.net | Comments: i was doing fine for 13 years. i was the perfect wife and mother. Put all the abuse behind me when i marriade my husband. use to say he was my night in shining armor who saved me from the wicked castle. Now the memories that i keep so buried have come back and i am having a hard time dealing with it... i keep asking wwhy now! after all the years. why do i want to remember now when im so happy with the way my life has turned out.. its driving me nuts. sometime i'm so scarred i cant even walk out the f ont door. My husband thinks i'm losing it and i do to . i dont know how to haddle this . i cant go to my doctor im too ashamed... he knows i have been abused from the disfigurement on my body (when you have that yearly) and asked me if i was but that was the end of the conversation. i live in a small area everybody knows everybody. i dont know how to get help with out someone finding out. so im searching trying to help my self. i just keep asking God, why now. why do i have to remember things now when it is just better to not remember. i have been a good christian for a very long time. the only true good memories i have as a young child are with christian people. thats what lead me to christ. but how can i go to my preacher about this. i cant. i don know what is real anymore. some memories i think im just imagineing them. that it really couldnt of happened. so why am i doing this to myself. thanks for letting me babble on. i havent had anybody to talk to. to tell. to cry with ... ... i know i n ed help and i am trying to fix it...Thanks again, i just wanted to tell somebody. Please dont email me my husband might see it.....i am copy some of your pages to help me. i do hope that is ok. |
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kristi - 07/29/99 16:45:03 My Email:reddayze@hotmail.com | Comments: thank you ... each time i read a story, i feel a little less alone. I had a really close relationship with God before the last time I was raped. I still pray and sometimes read the bible, but I feel the need to keep it closed off and personal. and I have eeks where I'm so depressed I try to forget God (not that it works) ... I don't want to be preached to ... I need gentleness ... and I really need a friend ... so if anyone would wrie to me ... please ... reddayze@hotmail.com |
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autumn - 06/15/99 19:04:16 My Email:Flower_523@Yahoo.com | Comments: i love eeyore. he is my best animal out of winne the pooh. |
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mari - 06/10/99 17:17:39 | Comments: thank you for the beautiful poems you wrote about Psalm 139 and the Daddy one --i am presently in therapy working through alot of crap that has happened in my life. i have a wonderful christian therapist and he has helped for the last two years and the years to come.He has helped me find the God you describe in the Daddy poem even though i still see and hear the other God.i sometimes think it is harder to recover from a---- when raised in a so called 'christian' home becuz every thing on the outside looks good and nobody sees the awful things that are happening behind closed doors. i held my secrets for 34 years and finally with the help of God my therapist and few close friends i am revealing my secrets! Eeyore,may God bless you as you continue to repair! |
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matthew payne - 06/01/99 02:19:05 My Email:matthewpaynne32@hotmail.com | Comments: I love seeing the guestbooks on these sites. So much healing comes from the stories of others. Sometimes we just need to know someone else out there has been where we have been. As a Christian myself, I find few churches where i feel I belong. But slowly esus has helped me heal. Part of the healing was found in writing a novel called The Fallen Ones. Anyone who wished to get a free copy via email, feel free to contact me at this adress I have included. My prayers are with you all. |
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Heidi Horpestad - 05/20/99 19:51:40 My Email:hhorpest@sendit.nodak.edu | Comments: I really enjoyed reading you story you are strong person to explain what happened to you. |
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Jeri Chambers - 05/16/99 05:46:45 My Email:chambers102@hotmail.com | Comments: I too was molested from the age of 10-12 by my stepfather. I did tell right away and was put in foster care (along with my younger sister) for about 2 years. My mother had a very hard time dealing with the fact that I had been molested by her new husband. My father passed away when I was 91/2 and my mother remarried his friend 3 months later. I never did feel right around him, but I guess I just wanted my mother to be happy. After the first time that it happened I told her, and I was told immediatly afterw rds that it was all a mistake. How could it have been a mistake? It continued for a year until he molested my best friend. Her parents turned him in, and if they hadn't I don't know how long it would have continued. To make a long story short, my mother f rgave him and let him back in the house, it only took him a few months until he started to molest me again. I told my friends mother and my favorite English teacher. I (and my sister) were taken into foster care for 2 years. She did divorce him and throug many years of healing I forgive her and I forgive him. God works in awesome ways, and he worked through me, and continues to daily. I often read others stories of their sexual abuse to learn and understand more. I was overjoyed to read that you relied on the Lord, it takes a lot of courage sometimes. God Bless You!! Sincerely, Jeri Chambers 21F |
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sarah floyd - 05/08/99 04:50:47 My Email:dallaspanther@yahoo.com | Comments: Although I am not a religious person, i like your page. I am 22 and just starting on my road to recovery from childhood sexual abuse. I only hope that I can be as brave as you. |
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Shaukat Ali Gill - 05/01/99 16:04:48 My Email:mrgill@mailcity.com | Comments: very happy to visit your site .i will send you some stories about my own child hood later. |
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Megan - 04/18/99 04:51:03 | Comments: This web site is great! I to am a sexual abuse survivor. I was abused by my brother. From the age of 11-14 (I think). Some of my memories are not clear. I just told my best friend 8 months ago. She turned me into the direction of therapy and it has b en a the only thing that keeps me going. My parents still have no clue. Only a handful of people know. I can't wait for the day that I am able to talk about this openly. Again thanks for the great web site. |
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Star Ramirez - 04/16/99 23:37:54 My Email:cuttiegirl@gurlmail.com | Comments: I really injoy your website! I totally agree w/ u! I love eeyore! God is my father! And your website made me love eeyore even more because you talk about GOD(good things)and thats why i love eeyore, but of course my God comes first in everything! I was se ully abused when i was small, but i got over it. God loves me and i know he will deal w/ those kind of people! Love, Star 13 yrs. |
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Lindsay - 04/12/99 19:56:41 My Email:Zvolley-ball | Comments: I really think that this page is a great thing for young teenagers in need of help because they were sexually abused! I know because my grandfather did it to me and this sight has help me to understand it wasn't my fault! Thank you very much for this wond rful sight!! |
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