October 18, 1997
11:43am
Last night was definitely better than the night before... Jevim and I really didn't do anything together except chat a bit and play some NetScrabble. For the most part, he was working on putting together his Tandy system and reinstalling Linux (ack!) and I was working on my pages and getting into the "Ladies Of Wellesley" ring so hopefully I'll get a little traffic coming through here. We stayed up rather late, and eventually both got sleepy and went off to talk on the phone, then went to sleep.
I remember one dream about visiting my former friends here in town, who had invited me over; they acted like nothing had gone wrong, like they'd never stopped talking to me for ... what is it? three months now? Anyway, I remember at one point I was sitting on the couch and leaning just a bit against Will (the guy friend whom I was once very
attached to). He seemed to be half asleep. It wasn't quite like old times, but it wasn't uncomfortable to be there and be close to him.
Honestly, I'm not entirely sure how I feel about them right now. I miss the kids, that much I know... But I'm not happy with how their mom and dad suddenly stopped having anything to do with me just because I wouldn't leave my ISP (or that's what the reason seems to be to me... they never said anything after I cancelled my account with the ISP Ruth was working for). I thought we had more of a friendship than that, but apparently I was wrong. After all we'd been through together... I guess that's life.
Anyway, the dream changed, and I was at a restaurant somewhere, and Jevim gave me a ring to replace his class ring, something with mother-of-pearl in it, but for some reason I was still wearing it on a chain instead of on my finger. I woke up after that, so I don't know where it was going from there.
I woke up a bit before eight this morning and hopped online, and of course since it's Saturday, no Jevim, but that's not too surprising since he likes to sleep in on weekends. I worked some on my pages -- started picking out some MIDIs to use and added a couple here and there, then got the resources page to where I could put it online -- and Jevim eventually hopped online and we chatted a bit while he surfed and watched TV and I surfed and worked
on pages; now he's off to goof off for the day.
Not too sure yet what I'm going to do, but it's a nice day for October, even if it's a bit cool, so maybe Mom and I will get out somewhere. I'll try to write more later...
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