Here we go guys this about me and how I view things. Hi my name is Mollie I'm 25yrs. young. I've been married for 7 1/2 years and I have a son whom is almost 3 yrs. old. Click here to read about Logan. He's my life!! I've had alot of hills thrown before me recently in the past 6 months. Which has made me grow into another person. My dad died in July click here to goto my dad's page. In Sept. my house got destroyed by a hot water line busting. We were visiting my mom at the time. Then last I got in a carwreck in Nov. and, I'm still under treatment for that.



        I'm a survivor of child abuse and, I think we as suvivors look at life in different ways. My mom is the greatest person in the world she would have protected me if she could have but, it was out of her hands. I know this which helps me grow through her strength. Look at the bottom of this page for helpful links.



        I have been diagnosed as manic depressed. I was ashamed to admit that for awhile but, now during my research I've found that there are alot of people out there who are going through the same thing I'am. I controlled it with medication for 5 months but, I've been off of the medication for a month now and, I'm doing okay. I know that if I start feeling like that again that I do have help and that it's a REAL problem not a figment of my imagination. Anyone out there who has this problem I feel for you and please contact me anytime.



        I've been through alot of experiences in my life and, most of them weren't good but, I have learned alot from them. Maybe sometimes what I've learned wasn't good for me but, I'm a survivor. I'm 25 and, sometimes honestly I feel that I've already lived 3/4 of my life. Sometimes it's hard for me to even think of the future just getting through today is rough. I'm pretty good at covering up my feelings I tend to joke alot because I Love to make people laugh. It makes my heart smile when I feel like I made someone smile for the day.



        I've got a new motto in life now and, that is I'm going to live my life with NO REGRETS. Dad had finished what he wanted to do with his life and, that's what I want to do. For example I love tattoos and, always have but, I always got them where they couldn't be seen I was worried about what people would think of me now I don't because it doesn't matter what I have on my body clothes, or ink they are going to have to like me for me. When dad died I had 3 now I've doubled them to 6. Each one of mine have meaning to me I didn't put them there just for looks I put them where they are for reasons. Click Here to see my tat page.




        I believe there is a higher power I believe in ANGELS because I have seen one. I believe that God put us all on this earth for a reason. I believe that he want's us happy and, that he loves us no matter what. So that means that if a woman and a woman love each other and, they make each other happy why not. Same thing goes for men. I'm not saying I'm homosexual so far I think I'm heterosexual but, hey who knows. I'm not narrow minded to the fact that if a woman and I fall in love that it won't be the happiest time of my life. Right now I'm married to a man and, so far were doing pretty good.



        I believe that our souls are reused I'm an old soul and I've known this for years. I believe as souls when we walk this earth that we meet other souls that we've met in previous lives. Sort of like a reunion. I've met alot of souls that I'm so happy to have run into AGAIN. My mom and, I have a connection that we definatly knew each other before, we have a wonderful relationship. She knows if something isn't right in my life and, I know when something isn't right in hers and right now we both know how each other is feeling and it really hurts to know how bad my Mom is hurting inside. I feel as if I carry her pain with me along with mine and, she the same.



        I know God put me on this earth for a reason and, so far the only reason that I've seen is that for me to be Logan's mom and, if that's all I'm suppose to do this time around. Then I thank him for giving me the best job in the world!!

        Please check back often for updates thanks for visiting and, please email me or sign my guestbook.



        Some helpful links I found on the Web!

        A great page for resources on Child Abuse wonderful links very informative!!!
        A wondeful link on the direct definitions of Child Abuse!
        Magic Stream Preventing Child Abuse!
        Andrews page!
        Depression Resources!
        Depression Resources on the Internet!




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