over the weekend i had heard that bryan and his girlfriend were having problems. don't get me wrong, i want bryan to be happy, but i was sorta happy myself.
on sunday, i got a puppy. i don't have a name for her yet... any suggestions? she's white with a little patch of light brown over her let eye and a brown patch on the side of her right eye.. and speckles of brown on her ears.. she peed on my bed.. so she's "in the doghouse".
we didn't have school on monday, so i went to my friend emily's house and hung out with her and lauren. it was fun...but i had to go to work. bryan said that he might come over to see my puppy.. and that he would call, but that fell through i guess. ... but when we had school on tuesday, bryan was sick and didn't come in. that was a bad day too. i mean, a day without bryan is utterly pointless. i didn't care how i looked... i just kept seeing his girlfriend the whole day. which bugged the hell outta me. he came over that night tho. he came to see the puppy.. sat down on the chair. my mom fed him cookies that she had baked.. the puppy fell asleep on his lap... but i forgot that my tutor was coming... and i don't enjoy being alone with that guy there. my mom had to go out because my uncle got hurt on the job or something. she asked him to stay for a little while to make sure that there was someone here when the tutor was. he stayed 'til my mom came home. he came out to the room where i was getting tutored... interrupted my teacher(heh.) and said his goodbyes... my tutor said goodbye.. i said goodbye.. and then he said 'bye ajay'. ::sigh:: i so wanted to give him a proper goodbye. ya know, walk him out to his car.. thank him for staying as long as he did. he really didn't have to do that.. i mean he didn't have to come over at all.. and i guess maybe that shows that he has interest in me... but then again, it could be just so innocent.. he just wanted to see my puppy. i dunno.
"the yearning to be near you, i do what i have to do."
today... he said all of two words to me. french class was so empty because of the band trip.. they had to leave in the middle of the period.. and since his girlfriend is in the band, he asked "to get a drink" at the exact time that they left. ya know.. it sucks... because his girlfriend is such a flirt.. and she totally flirts with this guy and bryan doesn't even know about it. i'm just so tempted to tell him one day. but then he'd think i was just some jealous person going insane.
"i had the sense to recognize, but i don't know how to let you go."
i dunno... emily says that she talked to his girlfriend's friends, and she asked if his girlfriend even liked him anymore.. and they said that they didn't think so.
i dunno if that's good or not.
i don't want him to be all upset over this breakup(if it ever happens).
