light in your eyes
i can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
all our "i love you's" were just not enough to survive
something your eyes never told me
but it's only now too plain to see
brilliant disguise when you hold me
but would you believe
i've been thinking and here's what i've come to conclude
sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
but how could i have known girl
it was time and not space you would need
darling tonight i could hold you and you would know
but would you believe
there's a light in your eyes that i used to see
there's a place in your heart where i used to be
was i wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
constant reminder of all the things you get used to
is there a chance in hell of heaven
that there's still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
but after all
there's a light in your eyes that i used to see
and a song in the words that you spoke to me
was i wrong to believe in your melody
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
should i keep on waiting or does love keep on
fading away
fading away
it's been a while since i've seen you so how have you been
did you get my letter i wrote you, but i did not send
i tried to call your old number
but the voice i heard on the phone
i recognized but she told me that number was wrong
there's a light in your eyes but it's too bright to see
and a pain in my heart where you used to be
guess i was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light buring for me.
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well.... a lot of things have happened in the past 9 days. got in a fight with andra...(but i don't feel like talking about that one). bryan finally wrote back.. he finally told me what i wanted to hear. that we're just friends.. and i blew my chance. he quoted my words exactly.. so that leaves me thinking that he just said it to make me go away... arrgh.
he's been depressed about things that have been happening between him and his girlfriend. i chose to not get involved.. he doesn't enjoy talking to me about her. but i talked to him a little tonight... and he seemed better. we'll see tomorrow.
eventually, we will be back together. time will tell... and if i can wait for 3 years... a few more months or a year will not hurt me. but... like i said before.. i'm giving it 'till summer.
i've been going to drill team practice ... and it's cool. i think i'm pretty good... but the tryouts were tonight. i dunno how i did. i didn't screw up... but they're gonna announce it tomorrow morning on the morning announcements. ugh.. i'm so nervous.
it's weird. life has been going kinda good....considering the fights and such... i've been leading a happy life for about 10 days now. it's amazing. watch.. after i publish this.. it's gonna change. i won't make the drill team... and everything will just cave in on me.
i have been nominated for the national honor society. my brother was never nominated.... :)
my car's great.. i love it bunches. i dunno.. i've been happy. why question it.
oh... not like i've just noticed this or anything. ... but the average teenage boy... has NO IDEA what he wants...or who he wants for that matter. he could be with someone he doesn't even like... they're all out to confuse us and i'm beginning to think it's a big conspiracy.
