11/24/97Great. My mom and my grandmother are yelling. I love fights. I just try to drown out the screaming with my headphones that have my music up to high.
I know I haven't written in a while. There was nothing to really write about. I mean, I could sit here and type my heart out and tell how depressing my life really is, but there's not point in that now is there? Besides, if anyone does read this journal, I don't want them to come to my page and leave in a depressing mood. That would sorta defeat the purpose of coming on the internet as a way to entertain ourselves or just plain occupy our minds. But then again, I'm just babbling on and on and if I don't stop soon, backup will be needed to be called in.
I just got done reading the Anyonymous Journal called "Go Ask Alice". I really recommend it! It was an extremely good book, but it was also depressing. Alice sorta reminds me of myself, I mean she thinks some of the ways I do.
Anyways, the day didn't start out so great. At first, I thought I missed my bus, which ended in my mom dropping me off, WAY EARLY! I wasn't late for my bus at all. But it got better. I got to the school, my locker, and then went to the library. I was passing the front counter and there it was! I was looking for that book all over. Not really, I mean the book is about a teenage girl talking about drugs and her feelings, but I found it rather interesting. I got the idea from my Internet friend Danielle. She told me to read it. She lives in Austin and I've vowed to her to visit her once I get a license and am out of this horrible state.
Besides, Austin is a pretty cool town from what I hear, and I am gonna try to visit everywhere.
I talked to Jules for a little today. I mean, with being late to my bus and all, and I only see her in once class and a few times in the hall, I hardly see her. She said that I looked like was mad at something. I mean, I might have been mad, but not intentionally, if you can make any sense outta that. Oh well.
Ugh, I think I've lost my mind. All I can do is listen to depresso songs. This one quote is sorta catchy tho.
"I wish I'd seen you as a little girl, without your armor to fend off the world. I would have kept you underneath my wing. I would protect you from everything. Did the boys all tease you when they had the chance? Always left standing when it came time to dance. Did you hide behind your books girl? Did you find your secret friends? Always I'll want you. Always 'till the end." --Tonic
I know I know. Shoot me. Sorta a big quote. But I like that whole verse thingy.
11/25/97 Ah, nothing much really happened today. The day didn't start out well again! I woke up and got dressed and I think I missed my bus, or was too early, whichever. Man, I totally failed a Geometry test today. Oh boy. I guess I'll have to get a few more A's now. Grr. I dunno what's up! I mean I got like A's and B's the first marking period. This is gonna be a looooong year.
We had a fire drill today, and we stood outside in the cold for like 10 minutes. I don't really think it was a fire drill. Zoe said that someone pulled it, stupid freshman. I dunno if it even was one, but I always suspect them first. I mean, we didn't have any of these phoney fire drill crap things last year when I was a frosh! There was no problem! Grrrr.
I think I sorta acted anti-social again today. Ick. I don't mean to do it. Jules says that I walk around in the halls with my arms crossed in a sorta pissed-off-ish mood. That's just the way I prefer to walk though. Looking at this entry...I just want to end the damn thing. Ah well. See you later.
