hm. it's late... and although i have an essay for my english final tomorrow... i'm still on the computer, not studying. figures, right?
oh well. my english grades can suffer, i guess. it was a careless weekend. but tomorrow, i'm gonna go to school early and cram. i'm supposed to discuss what the american dream is in my opinion, and cite examples using stories, poems, essays, etc. that we've read over the past year.
the american dream, in my opinion is success and satisfaction. success in getting bryan... and the satisfaction that i have whenever i'm around him. ;)
so, the literary magazine came out. there were good comments and bad comments. bryan took out his copy during one of our classes together and read a few of my poems. he said "you're so sad!" in one of his cutesy voices. then he started to imitate my little signature that i put on my drawings.
on an un-bryan related note.. i went to a big mall a few days ago with lola. we bought mad stuff.. mad! i went with 120 bucks.. left with 20. sheesh. but i bought a really neato bag.. it's flannel.. which makes it non-spring-like... but who cares. don't think i'm shallow... i just like bags, shoes, and jewelry.
i haven't been able to get a hold of bryan all weekend. i sorta wanted to get a one on one convo with him... maybe discuss us? but.. it probably won't happen. jules says that the bryan i liked is gone.. and the new evil bryan has replaced him. what a sad replacement. :( i'm just holding onto my hope that maybe the old bryan is still in there somewhere. i see him sometimes. but not as often as i'd like.
