heh.. i know i haven't updated in a while...my bud sar just reminded me. :) like my new layout? i know.. it's crappy.. but i needed to break the whole black thing... even tho...i've still got the black thing for everything else.. oh well!!!
school's started.
my schedule is pretty good.... i've got everything i want.. so.. i'm kinda content...but it IS school after all.. but i'm almost out of there.. can't wait for june 14th...
i got my senior picture proofs in the mail. they were ok. i like this one where i'm holding this ugly fake rose... it's great. haha
bryan looks nice in his too. :) i want one.. he better give me one too.
speak of which... bryan and i hung out last friday... we went to get a cdrom for him.. then to a bookstore... then to walmart.. then to an ice cream place. :)
last night he came over... to "install software". haha.. i was in a chat room wtih luna and lola... they were saying something about it.. and luna said to lola.. "he went over ajay's house to install some software." .. then i said... "he installed some hardware too... hehe! ;) ". i wish. heheh..
but he was laying on my bed for chrissakes!!! my bed!!! i could have jumped his bones right there. but i didn't. anything could have happened if i wasn't so chicken... i could have at least kissed him...
but on his way out.. i grabbed his waist and gave him a little shove...i was way flirty.. playing with his hair and all.. :)
he wore this red shirt that i like to school... and i told him.. "i like that shirt...it looks good on you." he was like "yeah i know" in an egotistical voice. he was kiddin tho.
so.. i didn' thave school today because of floyd. yeeehaw. :) but oh well... maybe i won't have school tomorrow.. or at least a delay! but.. prolly not. it's supposed to clear out of here by tomorrow morning. damn.
i love bryan....... ::sigh::.
my other grandmother is here... she's gonna sleep in my grandmother's old bedroom....i dunno how i feel about that. today has been soooo boring!!
ok, the highlight of my day was playing with my page.. and talking to bryan for like.... 5 minutes.. oh yeah.. there's always the he/she episode of maury povich. that was.. uh.. disturbing.. but anyways...
i love bryan! ;)
ok, enough...
my final conclusion with our(bryan's and me) situation is that if he doesnt' like me.. then i must be one of the most confused girls in this world. why does he do all of this stuff if he doesn't like me!
yesterday morning.. while heading out of the library, i almost ran into him...last year he never game into the library... he was with his now ex-girlfriend... but he'd never come in! and now all of a sudden.. he's a frequent visitor.. what a coincidence that i'm there like.. every morning.. anyways... i was heading OUT of the library.. he was heading IN. he put his hands on my shoulders.. and was like "noooooooo! you can't leave!"... and i was like "oh, really? ok." but then he was like... smiling.. and said.. well no.. if you want to leave you can. and i was like.. ok bye.. but then i came back in... :) he looked so good.. .ugh! anyways.. hehehehhehehe
ohhh!! and my friend helen told me that he was staring at me in english class. i got all excited then too. eeek!
i hope i can coax him to go to the homecoming dance, the junior /senior social, and the prom with meeee! that would be so much fun. i know i'd have a good time... i'd be with him... even more.. i hope i can convince him to give me a second chance and go out with me again.... we'd be soooo good together!
