i swear to god.. in all of my life... i can predict that i will NEVER understand the male gender....siiiiigh.
i was doing so great. i had gone almost two weeks without badmouthing him or his new girlfriend.... and last night he decides to have a talk with me. and it has just totally confused the hell out of me.
at one point in the conversation, it almost sounded as if he didn't want me to get over him. i had said something like "i need to get over my problem(meaning my liking him)" and he said "you've said that before." and i asked him what he meant by that... and he replied "you've said that before and you haven't gotten over me."
could someone please tell me what the hell he means?
maybe my ignoring him has made him realize something. but i just don't know what.
he broke up with that new girl... because he didn't like her... he told me that he tends to go out with girls he really doesn't like. he said that on top of all of the things that he's freaking out about... he's been thinking about how much he doesn't like *******(the now ex-girlfriend), and he's been thinking about how i've been after him for over a year. what the heck does that mean??? i'm so lost.
i'm trying so hard to not get excited over this. i don't want to be hurt again. never again.
