well.. wow.. i just haven't had any ambition to write at all...
the play came and went... :)
my new lust object(and definitely, quite possibly more than just a "lust object") brought me flowers. he's such a sweetheart. i've never gotten flowers from a guy before... they're starting to wilt and die now...but i took one and pressed it.. i dunno.. i'm a sentimental fool when it comes to stuff like that.
he's so different from any guy that i've never liked before. he makes me so ecstatically happy sometimes.. and so baffled the next.. we're not technically "together".. but i see him practically every day... and he is a great kisser. and he's so good looking.. his eyes.. they just.. i dunon.. at the risk of sounding completely corny... his eyes totally mesmerize me. i just look at them.. and i turn to muuuush.
he's going to be on the trip (with his own school) when our band goes to disney. :)
can't wait for that one.
he works A LOT... so i only get to see him at work.. but i don't mind, sometimes... maybe i can coax him to go out with me tomorrow night..
hopefully, i won't have to pull his leg.. this is assuming that he's not dead from working like... a 12 hour shift.
