wow.. i haven't written in forever... awww... poor you. haha.. riiiight.
well, i've graduated... and i don't feel any different.. though i feel a part of me has died... i miss my friends that i saw all of the time, but i like how i don't have to go to that godforsaken school anymore. i'm just sticking to work.. and hanging out as much as possible.. this is my philosophy for the summer.. anywhere other than home is good. no more of staying in during the night and being a hermit.
not that i was ever a hermit.. well.. nah..
i miss my dog. :( poor thing. everytime i think of her, i start to get all teary-eyed..
her ashes arrived at our house about a week afterwards... they were packaged in a small cardboard box.. but the ashes were actually contained in a small brass tin. my mom jokingly said that we should spread her around the backyard... i just grimmaced at the thought of that. so now she's on the top of a high shelf of a cupboard... out of sight... where i dont' have to see it.
we've already "replaced" her though.. that word sounds so harsh.. i loved kandi.. she was my first dog.. my only dog.
now we have a chocolate lab... okay.. her day consists of pissing, shitting, sleeping, and biting.
which in turn means.... NO FUN FOR ME.
unless the dog can sit up and speak on command, she's not my dog. i don't mean that.. but seriously... puppies get annoying.. yeah, they're cute and all. but the piss and shit... it's just not great... especially when you're barefoot, walking around in the middle of the night and you just happen to step thorugh a nice puddle of warm pee. >:( no fun for me!!!!
we named her zoe... i just like the name zoe.
too bad she's already spoiled rotten.
work has been decent... lately i've hardl received any hours... but the schedule for july is better and ill be making more money for college.
i went up to my college a few days ago... got scheduled... i think i have too many courses.... im' gonna be flooded with work. i might endup dropping a course or two. eh, who cares. blah!
i'm just not in the right set of mind to go to college.. as of now, i could stay here.. and just work at the place i work.. and hang out with the friends that i hang out with.. and be happy, but this is speaking now.... i mean.. in august, all of my friends will go away, and i'll be left high and dry in this lovely little town. ::sigh::
