1/4/97 Well I just got home from the hospital. My grandmother is sick again. She might have to be put on dialysis. I told my mom that if she needed a kidney, she could have one of mine. Still sorta on rocky grounds with Jules, but oh well. The only thing that I can hope for is that it will blow over. I just hope that all this shit goes away, I can't take all this stress. I know I havn't updated in a while, but this might be the last entry for a while, I dunno. I have this scary feeling that this is my grandmother's last visit to the hospital. My grandfather's birthday was yesterday...I wonder what was running through my grandmother's head. Or maybe I don't want to know. Mmm...a cold pizza breakfast. I guess I am finally finding out that phrase "Life sucks and then you die." is true. Oh well. Only thing I can do is live with it....or not.
1/9/98 I just got a call that my grandmother is coming home! I dunno...usually, I'm not too happy about stuff like this, but it actually made me feel a little better. But I also just found out that Lola might not be able to do anything tomorrow. Ugh. Oh well, I just thought I'd write since it's been so long. Bye
1/17/97 I know I haven't written in the longest time. I dunno...things have been going from good to bad. I had a fight with my brother which of course always results in me being kicked or punched. Healthy family, you say? I know..
I wish school was something that we could just mail our homework in or something...Ugh.
Jules is getting a picture from Ian...haha I gotta see this. I remember last night that I never gave her present to her. Hmm...I have to wrap it first.
My comp is finally in my room! Yes!! This rocks. I have my computer, my cd player, tv, vcr, and nintendo. I can't get very bored...but then again...boredness comes around a lot here. Ugh again. Oh well. I can't think of anything else to type...later.
