4/15/98 oy. well, lola talked me into buying a ticket for the social...it was only ten bucks so if i end up not going, it's not like i'd be broke. besides when my parents abandoned me for florida, they so cordially left 100 bucks to last me two weeks. i've only spent like...10 bucks of it. ah well. listening to ben folds five. ahh...i love 'bad idea' and 'eddie walker'. 'bad idea' was in 'the truth about cats and dogs'. they played it when abby was cleaning the house up when brian was coming over unexpectedly. i love that movie. so, i guess today i was in better spirits. i missed lola when she was in florida. but me and lola haven't been talkin much. but today we went note crazy. she gave notes to anyone that knew me because she hardly ever sees me in school. i didn't see bryan today in school, but i didn't want to either. i didn't want to see anyone really...i'm just so tired of school...and i'm tired of testing...but there's one good thing...i finished the math portion of the test today...which is good because i have a passion for hating math in any way, shape, or form. it's evil..and should be labeled that way...math books should be called 'guide to doing evil things'. that's all it is...i'm not gonna become a great mathmetician...or an architect...i don't know what i want to be...i don't care much at this point in my life really. i'm talking to trent...he's saying i'm a good little school girl because i haven't missed one day of school since 7th grade. that's 543 consecutive days of school minus days off and summer and stuff...and i have one tardy to school because i slept late. dammit...fuckin alarm clocks..they never work right. i have so many inventions that i want to make when i can. an alarm clock that kicks you in the ass if you don't wake up...a bra with a remote control...a headset that you put on and it is connected to a keyboard and whatever you think, it types(ok..run on sentence much? haha this idea is not good for people who have their minds in the gutter...like me...) that's only a few...and i'm not gonna say 'em all because i don't want someone else getting rich off of my ideas. i'd be so pissed if i saw a commercial tomorrow or next week with a remote control wonder bra...grr...that idea is mostly for my grandmother, because she needs help with getting it on...her arhritis is horrible. and when you can't do personal stuff like that...it's sorta eats away at your sense of self-pride, ya know? anyways...dat's all G. hehe
