10/11/97 Ah. Saturday. The beginning of a three day weekend. Hmm...time for happy bliss? No. But it's getting better. Me and Jule sorta talked today.
On another note...I talked to the senior that Lola lusts over. LOL! It was so funny. He didn't know who I was and called me a dork. Oh well. I guess he was justified in saying that, I mean he doesn't know me and all. But I'm just glad for Lola that her "secret" is out. Now she doesn't have to hold it in. She just has to be able to handle what happens after...Being nervous around him, trying to forget or ignore him...stuff like that. Not like *I* am the "Knower of all Guys" or anything. I am the last person anyone should ask.
I am wearing my nifty pajama pants and some old black sweatshirt with a little ballerina kittin on it that has that sticky glue stuff that people put on clothes with glitter and stuff. I got this shirt in the third grade. Man it's old. Brings back memories.
Anyways, Lola is cool. She was freaking out on the Instant Message I was on with her. T'was a funny sight. She was like spazzing out on her computer. I only wish I saw her bouncing off the walls and stuff. He seems nice tho. I mean excepting the fact that he called me a dork. I shot back with the words "Oh yeah! I'm cool! I'm the principle!" and he replied "I think the principal knows how to spell his own title". Oh well. So I can't spell! Hmph!!
Ya know what's fun? Killing tomagotchis? Not really, but when you're bored anything is amusing. I like to name it after people I hate and then kill it.
My brother and his girlfriend of 2 years(almost 3) broke up a few days ago. I'd be lying if I said that I'm not the slightest bit happy about it. But I feel bad for Chris(oh yeah that's his name and he's 19 and a soph in college). He doesn't show much emotion to me or my parents but when he does you know something's got to be wrong. He bought this cool ass wall covering thingy...it's sorta like a sheet. It's navy blue and has stars and moons on it...He WAS gonna give it to her...but if they broke up I hope not...cause I want it. That sounds so shallow...but she deserves it. In my eyes, she's the loser, not Chris. There are still girls at my high school that ask me if I'm Chris's Sis? and I say yeah and they say how hot they think he is or how cool he is. I admit, he is nice to me sometimes...but when his friends are around and all...he hides the nice side of him and takes out the mean, ugly side of him. Kristin, his girlfriend was such a (pardon my french) Bitch. My brother wanted to go to the same college and stuff as her and she didn't want him to do it because she was the only one ever accepted from North High for JMU. Oh god...tell me that isn't stupid!?! I mean, it's not like JMU is a well-known school. I've never heard of it till she went there. She should just get off her damn high horse take a look at how much of a jerk she really is. My brother is not at a loss for dates...trust me.
Anyways...It's late and I think I should get some sleep...more later...of COURSE!
10/13/97 Hmm...What's today? Columbus Day or something? Anyways...a day off from school is a day off from school. Hmm...I went to the haunted hayride with Jules and Zoe yesterday night. It was a sorta last minute thing, but it was cool.
I talked to Jules online and asked her if she wanted to go and she called Zoe. We got there and got in line for tickets...we ended up getting last picks and things...we got an 8-9pm ticket. It wasn't that bad...it was better than waiting in that huge ass line for 9-10pm. That line was HUGE. We saw a lot of people from school there and some from middle school that I knew like 2 years ago. But the people that I saw that went to North were this guy Jay, that Jules and Zoe know because he spiked some iced tea or something at some picnic and this girl Amy with red hair. She has the same period for gym as me and we have lockers next to each other so we always talk about how we should spread anarchy all around North...which wouldn't be all that bad. There were a few others but I really don't know their names.
We were waiting in line to get on the hayride and there were these annoying kids throwing hay and rocks and stuff...Jules went up to them and scared the hell outta one of the little boys. They stopped....for a little. Then there were these little girls behind us with older kids about our age and one of the little girls names was Carrie, so every time the older girl called her I turned around and looked to see if she was asking for me. Then when we got on the ride, there was this little girl there with one of those glowy ring things...she was swinging it around and she hit me...I said to her "Please stop swinging that or I will take it away and throw it out of the hayride!". Ugh! There were also some little 7th grade boys there...some of them were cute but in an immature middle school way...Jules asked them what grade they were in...the cute one at least. Heh. There was this little 4 foot nothing one that kept on screaming at the guys everytime they came up to him to try to scare him. He was SOOOO annoying...UNGODLY ANNOYING! I couldn't take him...I kept asking the guys that were trying to scare us to hurt the kid...badly. I shook Marilyn Manson's hand...he had warm hands. He was nice! Hehe. I asked him if I could have his gloves or his autograph...he shook his head no. THEN, there was this one guy that grabbed my leg! And ZOE'S TOO! He was taking advantage of his damn job! I felt so violated...not really...but it's nice to complain.
Finally, the chainsaw bear guy came out. Jules got all freaked...I like hid her under my arm or something...I think I pushed her a little too far cause she seemed to be eating the hay...OOPS. Oh well...he didn't really bother her. He came pretty close to my butt with that chainsaw though. But I kept pointing to the 4 foot nothing kid...motioning the bear to go after him. AND IT WORKED! The bear nodded and went after the little kid in the white hat! I just sat back and watched...LOL! I forgot to mention the guy with the weird mask that was right behind Zoe...he looked like he was eating her head. Zoe told us to tell her if someone was behind her again. But I thought that she knew! Ah well. It was all cool. After we got back we hung out at my house. Jules went online, and Zoe slouched in a chair. It was funny because we were watching some aerobics championship on ESPN. They guys were like wearing bikinis. And there was this one guy Renzo that won. LOL it was funny...Most of the guys were bald and wearing patent leather...Ew. Ah well...I'm gonna go sleep off the rest of my day off from school...
10/14/97 Hmm...today was pretty boring. NOTHING happened. Everything just went all crappy. I passed Ben in the halls. He was with Jessica. He looked at me and I turned my head the other way. Sometimes I don't even know why I try. I went out of my way and wrote him that damn letter and he couldn't even respond to it. That's so rude! They weren't holding hands..Hmm..probably nothing again. I just went to my locker and put my bio book away and then charged up the stairs.
Jules was away at a tennis tournament for 8th period so I didn't see her like at all today except for on the bus and in the library. Lola was all nervous that Ambrose(the guy that she likes) would be in the library so she was on the lookout. He didn't show though. I guess I'm not surprised.
Hmm...I wonder what I should be for Halloween. I was thinking either a fairy or a convict or just do the last minute thing and throw anything together. Oh well...I have like 15 days to decide so no prob. Need help with deciding what costume you should wear? Click here to find out what costume best fits your personality.
Anyways...Hmm...I'm trying to think of things to say. God there isn't even anything on TV. Unless you like to watch Judge Koch on the Peoples' Court. I guess this show is better than nothing. I remember I used to watch it all the time with my grandfather. It was cool then cause I really didn't know what was going on, but he'd explain it to me.
I was soooo tired in Bio today. I nearly fell asleep during Mr. Humprhey's stupid quiz. Man, I failed that thing. I failed it bad too. Ick. Oh well...I plan to get like a C in that class...which isn't good. Honor Society my butt. I'll never make it into there. Oh well. Like I said before, I'm not gonna work my hardest for it...I'm just gonna treat school like I normally do. I don't really care about the Honor Society anymore. It's not important...it was just important to my parents because my damn brother never made it in. Oh well. I hate being compared to him.
I can't think of anything to type anymore so I guess either tomorrow will have to be more substantial or I just won't write.