4/30/98 man...what a day. tom asked andra if they could "go out"...again I hate saying that...middle school vocabulary, man. went walking with lola...got some rita's water ice and went back to her house to hang out...sorta normal thursday. i've had 'on my own' in my head all day...i came home and since no one was home...i sang at the top of my lungs...haha and then the neighbor came by to get her mail...she gave me some talk about how i should keep the door locked...yeah yea...shut up. man, jules and ed seem so close these days...it's so cool to see a good friend of mine happy with someone...and the whole anna thing took me by surprise... jules told me no less than 15 minutes ago. i'm also going on a 'date' with bryan on saturday night...going to see les mis...jules and ed are coming...maybe we can get tom and anna to go...everyone's in heat..."i don't care if monday's black, tuesday wednesday heart attack, thursday never looking back it's friday i'm in love...saturday......sunday never hesitates"...blah blah...(wink wink jules) man what a screwy day...i'm off to take my nyquil