5/4/98 man i had such a shitty day. it started out alright...but 5th period on, i wanted to rip everyone's head off. every little thing was annoying the hell outta me. i couldn't take anyone asking me questions or just talking to me in general. and my stupid history teacher, petrilla...i wanted to especially rip her goddamned ugly ass head from her stupid neck. i forgot to do the long-ass assignment that she gave us to do over the weekend. i don't know why i bother...and i've just been so stressed lately...the whole bryan thing, i haven't gotten much sleep in the past few days...i've been sick for over a week now...i'm just annoyed by little things...and i hate it when i get like this...i act like i'm pms-ing or something...i'm just so goddamned pissed...and i curse a lot when this happens. and now i'm just upset..i just want to cry now. i just want to lie down and cry all of the tears out so i won't have to cry for a while. i'm just so so tired of the whole living thing i've got going...ya know, breathing and all...nah..i'm just overreacting....but my head is pounding, and i feel like total crap. what a horrible day...and ya know what? fuck the goddamned biology report..i'm not doing it..i don't really give two craps if i fail this marking period..i dont' know why i ever did care if i got good grades or not...it's such a crock
