6/4/98 i think my dog has gone looney. she's laying under my desk...sorta begging..maybe she thinks i have food. oy.
today was odd...well, sorta. at least i know how to splint an arm and how to stop bleeding on the forearm. i feel as if i've given something to the community just by learning that. ha! yeah right.
i am so not in the mood to type right now. i fell down the steps today...ouch. i think i'm developing a bad back or something. when i was little they suspected i had scoliosis. i don't know if i have it now or not...probably not, but i wouldn't be surprised if i get it later on. my back is always screwed up from backbends in dance class...i have to touch my head to the floor in one of the numbers. bryan says he'll give me a massage...i think i'll hurl now.
i want summer so bad. school is pissing me off so much. i hate the teachers, i hate the people, i hate everyone!!! i just want to get the hell out of there. it's weird. next year i'm gonna be a JUNIOR. i've never imagined myself that old. not even a senior. i've always had a thought of myself as a little freshman...roaming the halls not knowing where the hell to go..and now the thought seems to be growing farther and farther away.
catrina's party is on the 13th. hmm...whenever i talk to her..it's the only subject that ever comes up. i'm just gonna wear a black skirt and some sort of top. andra and i have to go to the mall to get her a present...hmm...andra and bryan have jobs now. dammit..why is everyone getting a job but me!?! it's not fair. and goddamnit. the window is open and it's freakin' cold in here.
