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6/2/98 wow...this is my 50th entry on the web. i'm so proud of myself. i never thought i'd keep this thing up that long. my page has drastically changed in the past 5 or 6 months. it went from a pastel haven to black and blue...like a big bruise. well...let's see. i don't think i've updated in a while. my mom is officially 50...wow...and her party was sunday. it was soooo boring. bryan, lola, andra, and tom were here. lola was nuts. we went swimming...went mad on my trampoline...and at the end when we were all trampolined out..and it was like 10pm..we watched a movie. we started to watch austin powers(thanks zoe!) but that got old..and lola brought in and out...so we watched that. it was nice..me and bryan were on the floor(no, nothing happened you dirty-minded people) and andra and lola claimed my bed...bryan kept tapping my hand..as if he wanted to hold it..i tapped it back..because i wouldn't mind holding hands with him of course. later i told him before i signed offline..he should have just held my hand...he said "really!?" and he said he was an idiot...hey...il a raison, non? andra and tom hugged at the party. it was so cute...i told andra that she'd feel all warm and fuzzy once she did..and when he left...she kept asking what his face looked like when she hugged him...and i told her he looked surprised...he did. it was sweet. and she was so nonchalant about it. "oh before you go..." it's so cute. i need to get a present for my friend Catrina. her b-day is soon...crap...she wants the verve cd. no problemo....cds are easy presents.

today was history essays for the final. i bullshitted them sooo bad. bullshit beyond belief. so much stress. i have geometry open ended questions tomorrow. ugh...not fun. but...i did finish simulator today. i only got one B...the rest A's of course. but i got the highest grade...which was the B...it was a hard video to adapt to. ahhh...lightning and thunder...biggest storm last night...couldn't sleep, man. oh well. enough, ajay..enough!





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