6/11/98 i'm so burned out from the damned finals i could scream. i just want to scratch the eyes out of all of my teachers if they hand me a pretty blue paper with little circles on it...if i see one more of those moronic 'example' boxes that show you how to fill in a damned circle, i'm going to resort to the drastics. if you don't know how to fill in one of those goddamned forms, you're a moron, ok? plain and simple...a MORON.
for the past 4 days i've woken up at 7am to go to school for 4 hours and then come home. is there really any point to exams at all? i don't think it's fair, myself. what if a person such as myself doesn't test well? one final exam grade counts for ONE MARKING period grade. that's ridiculous!!!
grr..and while taking a history final today...i had like 10 questions to finish..and some annoying girl puts on her headphones and turns her volume up to max! jesus christ! there's nothing between your goddamned ears...why do you need it up so LOUD!?! grr...i can't have annoying music on when i'm taking a test. i've just been really stressed...and i'm cursing more than usual. just so much crap and i dont' like dealing with it. stupid phone.
it's been so long since i've read les miserables that i have to start over just to remember what i read. great...nothing like 1000+ some pages to read. oh well..it's voluntary...if a teacher assigned it to me...i'd be pissed off. but i'm not. not yet.
