hey everyone. nothing much has happened. i still talk to garrett... heehee. in fact, i rolled up my cardboard in english class. it was for an epitaph that i have to write. i hit him in the eye with it.. i meant to hit him in the shoulder.. it was just sorta funny.. i felt bad, so i apologized.
okay.. so, someone left me a message in a guestbook that i was 'amusing'. i dunno.. i just don't know if her definition of 'amusing' is good or bad. she also said that j.d. salinger was a shithead...which i found incredibly mature.. oh well.. who am i to speak of maturity... i'm not very mature myself.. but this person grew up in the 70s. i just feel odd about it.. oh well. who cares, right?
christmas is coming up.. i have NOTHING for anyone. i'm pretty low on cash...i can't buy many things for many people. and that makes me feel shitty. i have to get andra something... i dunno what tho.. okay, that's a lie.. i know exactly what to get her. i can't put it down in here cause it's a surprise.
work is hell.. i swear to god.. don't ever work in retail over the holidays.. you're just asking for the annoying customers to come up to you and bite your head off about beanie babies or some shit like that. it's just overly agitating. ugh!!
hm. oh yeah.. i went to kelly's party this weekend. it was pretty fun.. i danced with my friend owen... we danced to "all my life" or whatever.. kc and jojo.. something like that. he sang it.. it was cute.. i couldn't stop laughing.. but he wanted to dip me when the song was ending.. and my back was killing me from work.. so that sorta hurt. he started talking about the social.. and how he had a bad time going with lanner.. she danced.. but not much with him. instead, she danced with all of the field hockey chicks(she's a big field hockey freak.. but she's really good.. which is cool). i told owen that he should have asked me to go with him.. that i would have danced with him and we would have had a fun time... he said that he should have... and that if we can't find anyone to go with to the prom.. we're going together. he'll probably forget.. but it made me feel good at the time.
also, my father forgot to pick me up from the party. grr!!!
ya know.. the majority of my life, he's ignored me. i had to stand out in the rain and wait for the bastard. so, lola was in the car with us.. after we dropped her off.. i asked him if he was going to apologize yet.. he said that he was sorry.. and that he was there on time, but he thought i got a ride and left. what i don't understand is that.. if after he got home and found that i was not there, why did he not come back to the party??? i don't understand my father at all.
oh well.. this is 'amusing' ajay.. signing off. see ya.. and have a nice day.
