This was one of the first times I really let out Chelli:
Today, not your ordinary day but a day I got to spend some time with Chelli. Chelli is a very hidden secret to everyone except those like me who have a Chelli to play with from time to time. As I sit here listening to Liz Phair's White Chocolate Space Egg CD I reflect back on my day.
Home alone to study for an exam tonight I knew I would dress up for Chelli. Once my son was on the bus to school I got all my gear and proceeded up the stairs for a world of fashion. I completely stripped all my cloths off and put on some panties and white body stockings. After I shaved, I then applied all the makeup needed to conform my look from a good-looking man to very beautiful woman. I first applied my foundation makeup then I went for the eyeliner and eye shadow. Wow was I starting to look very pretty. I then put on the mascara and blush leaving the lips till last. I finally outlined my lips and put on the lipstick. Gorgeous I was and when I slipped on my long dress and wig I was totally knocked out. There she was, Chelli in all her beautiful splendor. Lastly I put on my white 4 inch healed mules.
I was so at ease with myself it was like I was back at the Lilith Fair, which was a day in my life where I never felt so relaxed, and at peace with myself. I was able to get a lot of studying done before lunch. After I took a break and decided to change into my long black skirt and navy blue stripped top. I changed my pantyhose to a suntan color. I then decided it was time to wear my 5 inch healed pumps. Again, Chelli looked beautiful. I was wearing a blond frosted colored straight layered wig with my long dress. I was also wearing a body briefer and breast forms to give myself a nice set of breasts. Anyway, I put my long wavy red haired wig in to finish off my day. I was again totally knocked out how beautiful Chelli really is. It's about 20 minutes before I have to get my son off the bus. I am again dressed in my male cloths and all makeup removed.
I hate having to hide Chelli from my wife but I don't think she would ever accept her. Maybe someday she will find out about her but for now Chelli will reside back inside of me until the next time. Today is Wednesday October 7, 1998.
		Thought #2