Last night when I was talking on the phone with my girlfriend, something strange happened. I actually was cognizant of the moment(s) when I became insecure. She was on her cell phone driving on Rt. 93. I had called and left a voice mail asking about her plans for tonight. She didn't actually listen to the message, but she called back when she finally got her hands on the phone. She, Alli and possibly someone else were driving to Northeastern, I think. It was slightly awkward since I was half out of it (it was after 1am) and I was on my cell phone (which I'm not used to yet). I told her what my voicemail was about and she mentioned possibly seeing me either while I was at work or after that. As we were hanging up, I felt like she was worried about me being upset. That worried me. Luckily, I mostly nipped it in the bud since I realized how it started, but what if all my worries have started only because I felt she was worried about me when I wasn't?? |
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