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I just finished watching tonight's episode of Buffy, "Tabula Rasa" and oh my god, it was painful to watch...
I wonder if I knew the whole time how it would end.
But you know, I guess none of that matters because the moment Tara started crying, I knew how things would end. I could feel the finality (is that really a word?).
And just to pack an extra punch, Michelle Branch performed on the show at the Bronze at the end. She sang the following song which just did me in...
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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